[mala]

I know that Im not in reality, sort of a dream state. I think its because I cannot stand the way human beings are, the way for example that my relatives (abroad) gace no advice or help to their sister ( my mother). They all have mood disorders, but they married well, etc so why should they bother. My grandparents were respectable, but I think they were evil, and evil can look like a soft granny and has many forms. I think I dissociate because of this, because I really cannot stand being a human being, Im far from perfect, perhaps too sensitive, insane. I dont understand. So its mental illness and that's it. . Im aftraid to be in reality - that's what it is.
mala

[Mediator]

You seems start to be in reality if you are describe that somebody respectable could be an evil, other staff which you wrote.

[Korin]

I can relate. I’m this way because EVERYTHING hurts too much. I gave up the world a long time ago. It wants nothing from me and I want nothing from it. I once told my Psych-doc that I don’t live I wait.

It’s better to be out of it. Reality sucks.

[unaluna]

Originally Posted by Korin

EVERYTHING hurts too much. I don’t live I wait.

I hear that.