Hello!! PartOne

Hi,

Im new here to this site, and new to this family of DID. I dont know all too much about this dissorder, but I do know what Ive been feeling and going through, and the hell its been.

I have friends that I hurt sometimes because of this switching stuff, I do things and say things I dont mean, and have no control over it, and I know thats no escuse to treat people with dissrespect, and not sure if thats what Im even doing, I guess I really dont know what Im doing, just know somethings not right. People I know, and (afraid to say some I didnt know that I knew them,) tell me I would have a conversation with them, and that I was very depressed and suicidal, and I dont remember a thing of it. 'Dont remember a thing of it" "YIKES!!!' Thats what goes on, I am so confused, and scared, and I feel like Im crazy, I mean I feel sometimes these switches comming on and other times I dont. When I feel them, I try to hide in a corner and hope noone sees me, but dont always have that opportunity available to me. I thought I was all alone with this, that noone understood what was going on inside of me, that the voices mean Im crazy, these alters tell me Im insane, in my own opinion, not actually telling me that. I feel like I must be crazy, I must be insane in every way.

I am relived to find for the first time that thier are others suffering in many of the same ways that I am, and its a relief to me.

For the first time in my life, I can say I think I have found where I belong, and I want to thank all you kind, caring, and compassionaite people for your support that you give to eachother, and I look forward to getting to know some of you, and I hope to be a support in the best way I know too as well.

I do thank you for your time in reading this thread, and do apologize for any confussion I may have caused. Im stll learning, and would appreciate any thoughts, insights, shared experiences, anything you wish to open your heart too. Thank you very much again for reading this, I do hope I have not been to long.

Thank you again;
Sincerly a new lost soul----TheMisfitamongstmisfits

ps-but you can call me Jodi

just moving part one up

Ok, Im really sorry If I have scared anyone off, I guess maybe I am just crazy, I dont know, Im sorry ....well....I guess for me, cause she can sometimes really say stupid %#@&#!, and really we are all just fine, so please all softer weaker sounds kindly move to the left...and all louder more instructive voices, please procide to thr righ....thank you all for your cooperation--Jokster

Hello and welcome. No you have not scared me off. Just was not around earlier. I am glad you found PC I think you will find many here are supportive.

Take care and welcome again.

Welcome M-A-M!

Sorry no one responded sooner.

We're not always around or "aware" of new posts.

Make yourself comfy.

I think you'll like it here.

Thank you both for your kind words and welcomes, I do truly appreciate it very much!!! Thank you!!

With Hugs-Jodi

Welcome Jodi, sit back and get to know us we're a great bunch of ppl
Angie and the girls

Oh no not scared us off just so much can relate to you and did not see this til now. Welcome! Glad you are here.
mlyn

Hi and welcome to PC

Sometimes it takes us a while to respond to new posts for a number of reasons. Either were not around or just really, really slow. LOL. Prolly the latter.

I am glad you found us and hope that we can meet your needs. Take care!!!

Huggles,

Jen

Hi there, Jodi, and welcome! It's good to have you here.

I've been dx'ed DID just about 3 1/2 years now. I still get confused and scared, but rarely deny the dx. anymore. Too much proof to do that anymore...LOL.

In the last year, there's been alot of things learned and changing here. It's been, and still is, an incredible journey with my therapist.

I hope you're therapist is kind and patient as mine.

I look forward to reading more from you soon!

KD

Hi and Welcome.

Hi,

Welcome to PC and to the DD forum. You are more than welcome here.

Hugs,

Jan

Hey,

I hope you can all see the best in Jodi. She's an awesome person and would do anything for her friends. Once you get to know her i can gaurantee youll never want to let her go. She has a heart of gold and keeps all her friends so close to her heart (its hard sometimes shes to stuborn to let go)

I'll stand by ya all the way

Jodi's Best Friend

Thank you all so much for your kind words and warm welcomes, I very much appreciate them, and can honestly say I am feeling a bit more relaxed now knowing Im not so alone!! Thanks for your messages

Kimmy D , I took your advice and stopped reading for a bit, and got busy with some things.

Thanks again all , I look forward to learning and growing with this new "thing" and I hope you will not loos patience with me!! Take care all, hope you are all doing well today!!

-Jodi

hi and welcome, sorry i'm late but i usually am...just ask anyone. i'm usually the last one around trying to play catch-up, LOL.

anyway, things can sometimes be a bit chaotic around here but if you have any problems or questions, feel free to ask me and i'll be happy to help if i can. also, don't be afraid to let us know what's going on with you and how you're doing...you'll get more out of this site if you're able to put a little of yourself into it.

welcome to the forums and to DD. hope you like it here with us!


shadowdancer

Welcome to PC & the DD Forum

We're just not always online, that's why we didn't answer

before. Sorry, no-one meant to make you feel unwelcome

<font color="purple"> Hello. I am jj and I am 9 going on 10. nona comes here with me and she is 14 or 15 weeellll it is up tothe month. Do not feel crazy. We are not crazy. MAY be every one else is crazy buuutt did is not being crazy. jj.

yep, jj is totally right. did is not crazy even though it can make ya feel like it.


shadow

shadowdancer,

I am trying to accept that this isnt something that qaulifies me as 'Crazy', I think that acceptance is something I still need to work on, but I am a bit more open to the idea. But still not very accpeting yet!! Working on it. The support I see you all give to eachother here is very comforting too see, and thanks for that.

-Jodi