[Lexi232]

I'm the one who created this account, and no one seems to care that. But I just wanted to coome by and say hi. I dont understand why everyone hates me, but when they want something they all love me, but as soon as i'm finished with what they want i'm hated again. everyone hates me most because we lost- i mean I lost our bestest friend in the whole wide world. she was my friend first but then..... i broke it off so i dont know how to explain this feeling of why i did. I just did. and it wasn't an accident. but i didn't mean to hurt no body! I meant for it all to go smooth and keep from hurting her, while keep us safe too. and no one would listen to me, and i'm SO SICK OF BEING DISSED AND HATED!!!

~Mary (I supose I should start doing this at the end of each of my posts since Abbi has been using my account for quite some time. I believe since 2009)

[blossommayflower27]

Hey mary....i want you to know that blossom loves everyone...and she definitely loves you...we think that you are such a kind and caring person...there is someone else here who is saying that she doesnt wanna say her name...but she is feeling really strongly that she doesnt like it when any part of you is feeling this hurt...she cares for you deeply...and we all love you no matter what it is you are going through...she is really concerned about you and wants you to write to her...we are a little new here...and we want you to know that!!!
Sending LOVE your way!!! bmf27

[Lexi232]

Thanks so much.
but its my fault we are in this situation that we are in. If i wasn't here then none of it would of happened.
I thank you all. and really care for all of you, and feel for the unmentioned one as well.

~Mary

[roads]

Hi, Mary. I'm sorry you're hurting and are so sad. I hope things work out & you feel better soon.

Roadrunner

p.s. We haven't met. I hope I'm not intruding by writing you. It just sounds like the sort of situation I get myself in.

[Lexi232]

Thanks!
And no your not intruding at all!
Its nice to meet you Roadrunner!
Thanks again!

[blossommayflower27]

Originally Posted by Lexi232

Thanks so much.
but its my fault we are in this situation that we are in. If i wasn't here then none of it would of happened.
I thank you all. and really care for all of you, and feel for the unmentioned one as well.

~Mary

(((*MARY*)))
I am really sorry you are going through ths rough time...just ler me know if there is anything any of you need...whether it be to talk...or vent or what ever else you need...take care of you all...much love and sunshine being sent your way!!!
*Sunshine*

[Crew]

Hey Mary, may I give you a hug. Sorry about me not addressing you as Mary but it's Lexi's232 name I see so that is the only reason.

Well, seriously for letting me know this. Would it be best to call you Mary or Lexi232 or Abbi. It was very nice to meet you Mary and I am so sorry you have felt abandoned. It is hard to often be seen as giving a bunch of help then it's hard when your wanting help too when people see you giving so much help. It is others like me that need to be more aware of the people helping me here.

Thanks for giving us a "heads up" on that and you are AnyTimE to
track me down, I am a great listener. Please say you'll track me down.

((((mary, abbi and Lexi)))))) sweet souls you all are....

Crew

[Lexi232]

Thank you sunshine, and thank you Crew too!
I dont know really what would help right now. possibly therapy for our issues, but we can come out with it until we are out of this sticky situation I have gotten us into ... again.
(((((*Sunshine*)))))
(((((Crew)))))
Yes, you may hug us anytime you want. Thanks for asking! I have never had anyone ask before that I know of.
Thank you... truely... Lexi is a name we came up with for the username here, because we named our puppy at that time Lexi..
I guess it is never a dule moment inside my head though. only time it gets boring is when we cant communicate.. or we dont have enough adhd med cause we get bored just because of something to do with add we think cause the med takes care of that being so bored wanting to scream feeling... and then we end up falling asleep because there's nothing else to do and we are bored...
~Mary