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Feb 17, 2006, 03:03 PM
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I am feeling a little uncomfortable and scared... due to the fact that although I have not had a D.I.D. episode in years - I do NOT recognize the EYES staring back at me in the mirror.... those are not my eyes.
I wonder....   LoVe, Rhapsody - |
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Feb 17, 2006, 03:11 PM
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Rhapsy,
I wonder, could there have been an unresolved trigger that just resurfaced? Safe hugs, Anne
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Feb 17, 2006, 03:17 PM
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There is a unresolved problem, but it came out (about) after we had integrated my past 15 alters down to 2.... just me and her now - maybe it is her (but we usually live good together). I have always known she was still here - she is so closely related to me that the doctor said it is hard to tell who is who through the fine line and I have to agree with that - Hmm?
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Feb 17, 2006, 03:18 PM
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sometimes when I am thinking about things that hppened years ago I think of myself as looking like I did then when what I am thinking about happened then get a look at myself in the mirror it shocks me that I am older then what I was thinking that I am. My eyes dont shock me but my hair does. Right now I have very long (when wet it goes down almost to my butt, when dry its curly and around my elbows. But sometimes in my mind I think of myself as having shorter or very short hair. Then I happen to pass a mirror I end up standing there thinking wow when did my hair stlye change? Is that really me? Physically It's me. Mentally I was just busy thinking the same way I was years ago so mentally I thought I should look like I did back then.
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Feb 17, 2006, 03:22 PM
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Hmm - while it still looks like ME in the mirror.... the EYES are defiantly someone else's..... she looks old, drained, tired and sick. - but NOT ME!!!
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Feb 18, 2006, 10:31 AM
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Not only that, but just wait till aging adds old to the picture you see in the mirror!!!! Aging doesn't change who you feel like inside. Right now I feel young, like 14ish, emotionally, but I have the kind of face that is wrinkles. My smile lines joined up with my crows feet way back when I was 35, they've just been filling in the blanks since.. . . . .
Makes me ponder on the question: What's real anyway??? Not an easy question to answer. Huh?.
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