Better day

<font color="purple"> Today was such a better day for us so far. Things have been very rough and difficult. It started off as a not so hot day today with being depressed. A friend called today who is also DID and we discussed a lot of stuff. It was really good. There were a lot of aha moments for both of us. We both ended the conversation feeling much better than either one of us have been. I'm so good at giving helpful information to people to help them understand things with their life and what they are going through. More of information that could help them cope and deal with things better. The only thing is I cannot seem to take the advice of myself and the information that I hold and put it to work with myself(s). Today has been a big eye opener and helped me to understand why things are with me right now. Gives me reassurance that life will get better and easier. Just takes time and I have to learn to be patient. Something God didn't grant me with. I have to learn to be more kinder and gentle with myself. As well as know that things will in time turn out for the best. I'm so glad that I feel so good right now and had so many aha moments during the phone conversation with my friend. It's so good to be able to have that connection with someone that you can really talk deeply about things. On top of it to have the healthy relationship with them that the dysfunction that we both lived with and are trying to overcome doesn't get mixed in with the relationship being healthy. It is good to be able to have that relationship where both want to be healthy. I love having this friendship and it means the world to me. I never got to have this type of friendship before and it is amazing the stuff that we share and the bond that we have. I'm truly blessed with it and need to realize it more of the time of the blessing. With her and other friends that I have and the support group that I have. They are all blessings for us. Just wanted to update you all. Thanks for the support that you all have given us. </font>

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thanks for sharing the good stuff too! i'm so glad to read that.

alot of "aha moments" can make for alot of clarity, awareness, and of a bringing together. i've had MANY of those in these last several months and, subsequently, massive awareness and progress. really amazing stuff...

thank you again.

kd

<font color="purple"> (((((KD))))) Thank you for your reply and the hugs. I may be going to see T tomorrow. Not sure yet, but will find out and if so then I'll be going there. Kind of nervous, but am willing to jump in with this all and try to find out what exactly is going on with me/us. </font>