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((((twisted soul))))
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((((((((((((Twistedsoul)))))))))))))))))
I know this is a difficult one, but that little girl is part of you. That's what people see as well... It's difficult. T and I have talked about this. I know that if a part of me did something, and has before, I'm held accountable to clean up the mess. KD
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Yeah, little girl made a mess.
And now I have to go around making it all better. In the midst of it all, pdoc won't take calls from me. She had her secretary call me to tell me this, claims I need to make appt to see her. So, I said I am not stupid just a little off in my head but I can see what this is leading to. I told the secretary I would never come back in and would find a new pdoc. Now, I have cut myself off from that pdoc and at the same time I am diligently not calling T between appts because that doesn't seem to get me anywhere either except her being totally frustrated with me. God, I want to just be ONE. And when I say ONE, I mean ALONE!!!
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Are you sure about that?
food for thought... KD
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Am I sure I want to be ALONE? I mean like in my head...where it is just ME.
Right now I feel like the hurricane has sparked some twisters and my "mobile home park" is coming undone.
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I relate to this ..... Lucy/whoever has got me into more than a few messes.
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(((((((((( t s )))))))))))))
bad place for me right now but wanted you to know I'm thinking of you. Be gentle, be safe. ![]()
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{{{{{Twisted}}}}}
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It is wonderful if you see your little girl even if others do not. There is no way anyone else can know exactly what goes on within. They may know ideas of what might go on but if they have not lived it then they do not know. And what each lives may be similar but never exact.
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