[cryingoutloud1]

Last may Thearpist said i did not need her anymore because i was doing better. had a job and graduated. I quiet my job. I couldn't get along with my boss and i was crying at work. I did email my old therapist but i don't know if i want to go back to see her or not. I dont know if i trust her and i don't want to screw up anymore then i already have. i hate myself and wish i could just die

[likewater]

((((Cryoutloud))) you dont deserve to die just because you quit your job. Do you not trust your T because she said you didnt need her anymore? Maybe at the time you didnt or she could have been wrong. T' s make mistakes. You haven't screwed up, you are just in
pain. If i were you, i'd call her asap. Sending you hugs if that's ok.

[BLUEDOVE]

Hello Cryin,
Listen,please don't do this to yourself.There could
be a rational reason for the T.,but if feel you can't trust her
can you get another? And OK you quit the job,sometimes
thats the only sensible thing to do in light of the circumstances and our own health and well-being.Besides,see
if you can get a handle on this concept,it's called "The Whole
of Part of Error." Which means,sometimes we have a bad or
unpleasant experience,and DEFINE ourselves by it! That was
only a tiny part of you,we are all too multi-faceted and
complex human-beings to be defined by ONE incident. You
are FAR,FAR MORE THAN THIS ONE INCIDENT! HELL EVEN
HALF A DOZEN INCIDENTS! Lots and lots of hugs to you.
Deepest Respect+Kindness,
BLUEDOVE