[likewater]

Want something. Help. Nobody is here. Trying to say what is wrong. Afraid my dog will die. Looked up how long standard poodles live. Mine is 13. According to internet they dont always live much longer. But she seems healthy. You know how people have
soulmates? she is my souldog. I take her everwhere i can. My second husband asked what would happen if i had to choose between
the two of them ( the dog or him) well he wasn't my soulmate and he is gone now. He was a nobhead to ask in the first place. Why would you ask someone that? Doofus. My current bfriend said he understood very early on that my dog and i are a pair. :-) he gives her cards and presents and sings her songs. Anyway, i love her and am scared she is going to die and i think the kids are really scared. They looove PennyLou. They ALWAYS wanted a dog and couldnt have one and had some bad things hapoen with cats out of
their control growing up. Thank God our mom didnt like kill them in front of us or something like that but it was still cruel sad and traumatic.

[likewater]

Thanks i feel better just writing. Im gonna see if i can sleep now.

[sabby]

((((((((((((((( likewater )))))))))))))))

I hope you were able to get some sleep. Sounds like you were pretty triggered last night. I understand how sometimes we can think of something negative and get into a whirlwind of thoughts going round and round and then our anxiety just goes haywire.

As long as your beloved dog is in good health, there is hope that she will live much longer. Sending you positive thoughts for today and always!

[likewater]

Thanks. That's what i figure too. Also when i reread the info it said every dog is different just like people. I have a friend that is 97 yrs old and my grandma died at 80 my dad at 33. So there is no way to really know. We just should enjoy every day and maybe she' ll be like my friend who is 97. The sites i look at it also depends on how well you care for your dog too, so i'll take super good care of her.
Thanks for your hugs and reassurance, Sabby. :-)

[likewater]

Oh i'm better this am was able to sleep. Cuddled with dog.

(((Likewater))) Cross one bridge at a time, ok? You are overwhelming yourself with what if's. You are so lucky to have a soul mate dog. That is such a special connection that will stay with you always.
I'm glad you were able to sleep and feel a bit better.