[such is life...]

My switching is getting way out of hand.We call our alters "Our People" We can't help it. T came right out and "boy you must have a head ache from so much switching" I can't keep up with a conversation with any one because of the constant switching. Some one inside is suggesting that perhaps the constant switching is so that we don't feel the "F" words....you know feelings. This part is telling me if one part stays out too long there is a risk of feeling uncomfortable emotions that we are Not ready for at this time. eeeek help!!!

[IowaFarmGal]

Hi such is life! Sounds like everything is whirling around in your life. That would be very uncomfortable in itself. Wish I could do something to help. Hugs!

[optimize990h]

can your alters focus on one goal to slow things down?

[such is life...]

Originally Posted by optimize990h

can your alters focus on one goal to slow things down?

Optimize:
I never thought of that.But ohmygosgh my alters are all over the place!!! I can't keep up with them.Sometime I am literally sitting out side of my body and watching ,observing and I'm like WTF were all over the place.And I don't know if other people are like this but I can actually "see" my alters jumping here, there , in front of me ,to the left, to the right and when "my people" are referring to our Core part" they point behind me and say "her" Seems like the Core is always behind who ever is at the front of the mind. When we switch in and out....in my head my parts move around ...the part that is "out" is what we call "at the front of the mind "then that alter is in control of the body and that alters eyes are looking out through the body's eyes,then BOOM a switch is made the alter up front steps back and a new one comes to the front and then that alter is looking out of the eyes and is in control of the body....I don't know if any of this makes any sense or if we've run down a rabbit trail.If I have I'm sorry...I just don't know what to do at this point. Maybe we are just really afraid of those horrible ,awful feelings that we have stomped down deep inside..'I get a visual of my "F" words and it's Yosemite Sam with his two guns shooting left and right ,he has on his cowboy hat and he's jumping up and down and stomping my "F" words down and yelling you get down there you doggone stupid feelings and don't show your ugly vermin face around here ever again!!!",......from Bugs Bunny Cartoons. This pretty much keeps us isolated also because we will talk about anything and everything to people but never ever let them get to know me this keeps people from asking me questions about me, my life or feelings.Forgive me if I've talked your ear off....life

[such is life...]

Originally Posted by IowaFarmGal

Hi such is life! Sounds like everything is whirling around in your life. That would be very uncomfortable in itself. Wish I could do something to help. Hugs!

yes Farm Gal everything is whirling around in my life maybe that's whats wrong with the System maybe they are over stimulated .We do have a protector part that will literally "shut down" the System for a few days...maybe I will suggest an internal meeting...thanks IowaFarmGal ((((FarmGal))))

I hear you" i am having the same problem lately.

[such is life...]

Originally Posted by SarahMichelle

I hear you" i am having the same problem lately.

((( SarahMichelle))) Guess my"people" need a rest or something but I don't know what....sigh