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Dec 10, 2012, 09:22 PM
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Trigger possible.....
These last months of the year are hard for me to deal. What with birthdays and family time and my past, it just doesn't add up to a pretty number. This month would have been a celebration for my child if I wouldn't have chosen what I did 4 years 6 months 18 days ago. I'm wondering what she'd be like... how my life would be different... who would be in my life...would I have told or ran away...what would I be? I wish I knew... I wish I would stop blaming myself. I was r$ped plain and simple. It doesn't matter who the daddy was. There was no love and no consent...... I'm sorry. I just needed to get it out. I can still feel that inside is in an uproar over this, probably cause the host don't know. I guess she will if she reads.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
 Anonymous32451, skeksi
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Dec 11, 2012, 04:53 AM
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i'm sorry kass...
hugs coming your way |
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Dec 11, 2012, 06:08 PM
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I'm worried about host reading this. She doesn't need to know this. It would be too much and I think shed break more.
Tabby
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Dec 12, 2012, 04:39 AM
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hey tabby, warm safe hugs.... i am sure it will be just fine. |
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