[Monty_girl]

Sometimes it's just easier to listen to a song and say that's how I feel. It's so hard to find my own words at times or even know what feeling I'm feeling inside. So this is the song that say's how I feel inside today.

Peter Murphy

"Cuts you up"

I find you in the morning... after dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me like the sun through the blinds
You lift me up and get me out
Keep me walking but never shout
"Hold the secret close", I hear you say

You know the way it throws about.
It takes you in and spits you out
It spits you out when you desire
to conquer it, to feel you're higher
To follow it you must be clean,
with mistakes that you do mean
Move the heart, switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place

Yeah on and on it goes, calling like a distant wind
Through the zero hour we'll walk... cut the thick and break the thin
No sound to break, no moment clear
when all the doubts are crystal clear
Crashing hard into the secret wind

You know the way it twists and turns
Changing colour, spinning yarns
You know the way it leaves you dry
It cuts you up, it takes you high
You know the way it's painted gold
Is it honey? Is it gold?
You know the way it throws about.
It takes you in and spits you out
It spits you out when you desire
to conquer it, to feel you're higher
To follow it you must be clean,
with mistakes that you do mean
Move the heart, switch the pace
Look for what seems out of place

And now I find the special kind
You, yourself, like sun through blinds
You lift me up and get me out
Keep me walking but never shout
It's okay... it goes this way
The line is thin, it twists away
Cuts you up, It throws about
Keep me walking, but never shout.

good choice of song, we use songs also when we want to vocalise what is happening to us

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((( Monty )))))))))))

[hillbunnyb]

))))))))monty girl(((((((((

[Monty_girl]

Thank You guys for the hugs. Things are really bad right now. It's the worst it's been in several years. I'm trying to manage right now, but not doing a very good job of it.

[CedarS]

((((((((Monty Girl)))))))

Thinking of you, sending you hugs and best wishes.

[SongBirdandDaisy]

monty girl

Anne

PS: the good thing about tomorrows is that, once you slip on the nana peel, you are forced to look up at the stars.

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((Monty))))))))))) Please hang in there. You are worth it. We care so much about you and want to support you.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((Monty))))))))))))))))))))

[hillbunnyb]

change of season is extra hard, hang in there, it should even out soon...... ))))))) ) ))monty girl (((( (( ((