[Caspy]

Hi there..! My name is Casper, and I came here on behalf of a slight concern of mine caused recently. This morning, and kind of yesterday, I seemed to have an odd personality change. If this isn't supposed to be here, I apologize in advance and will fix it if need be..!

Usually I'm always cracking self-loathing jokes and having constant depression or irritation. This morning I was alright. I had some stress going on from the fact that senior pictures were taking place and I was having some dysphoria over the thought of having to wear a dress, but that was really it.. I was trying to not stress too much considering I was still planning to wear what I wanted. I was having fun with friends and joking around, before it suddenly changed..

Suddenly, my mood drained to a numb sadness and fear. I kept doing a new habit of mine, which is to rub my thumb along my sleeve, jacket zipper line, my other hand, etc. I was biting my lip a lot and was easily frightened or worried whenever I thought someone would yell or get angry. I was constantly nervous. I was so afraid of being ignored.
I wouldn't talk much, and when I did, my voice came out small and a little louder than a whisper. I would even stutter. I also almost frequently cried throughout the morning. My thoughts were simple, like if I was happy or sad, or if a person was being mean or nice. I still had full memory however, nothing there changed.

So does anyone have any idea what could have happened..? After a couple hours, I became extremely irritated and just beat myself down mentally before then growing depressed and finally crying. It's been constant mood swings like this lately, but it was really extreme today..!

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by Caspy

So does anyone have any idea what could have happened..?

at the bottom of every page on psych central you will find this....

"The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice,
diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.
Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here."

what that means is we can not tell you what could have happened inside you. only your own doctors can tell you what could have happened...

what I can tell you is that inside me it is normal, and is part of many of my mental and physical health problems and even part of my medications.

to find out what this is with in you, you will need to contact your own doctors or a doctor in your off the computer location / area.

[Amyjay]

It sounds like you might have been feeling triggered. Instead of being your usual self maybe some emotions were triggered by something and came to the foreground. Everyone has different parts of themselves, including parts that can feel like a young and vulnerable child. People have varying degrees of integration with their different parts of themselves, all the way from just being like different moods or feelings to being fully separated amnestic alters. What you describe here could be a completely normal shift in emotional mood.