[Claritytoo]

I am having a very hard time with me right now. we are thinking we will die, knowing will kill us. I am not sure what that menas.but I am very scared. Part of me thinks it would be ok to die so we don't have to remember. part of me says we will not die when we remember. the fear is so much. so much. i don't think i am afraid of dieing i am afraid of remembering

[pegasus]

Dear Claritytoo,

'Knowing will kill us.'

Well no, that is fear. Knowing will be painful yes but will lead to understanding. Fear is a terrible thing and that was instilled in us by the abuser/abusers. You won't die if you know, reassure all of you this fact. Hugs

[HazelGirl]

You can survive. You can get through this. You don't have to give up. It will not kill you, even if it hurts a lot.

[Rzay4]

I'm so sorry you're going through this, fight through it. I too feel like I'm going to die at a young age. Though now in my mid 20s I feel much better about my life expectancy.

[Claritytoo]

Thanks everyone for giving me encouragement. I am better now not so freaked out about my stuff.