I cry then I'm mean.
Every thing said written or spoken triggers me!
I'm a superhero and a fiend one in the same
I'm the utmost unstable person it seems.
I'm so deep no one can find.
I can fool the wisest, like I've done time after time.
The devout ritualists deny me, but I spin questions around their head,
I can be alive, but yet almost dead.
Today I'm him, then her, then none of above,
Ready to cry, laugh then weep,
All in a second I bury my deep.
Ready to share yet hide and be seen,
I'm not commonly normal, nor weird or in between
I'm always special, the new breed it seems.
Who am I?

Thanks for sharing this, AlwaysChanging2!

Ready to die I am. Tell me why NOT.

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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Ready to die I am. Tell me why NOT.

Im sorry but we can not tell you why ....you .....shouuld not die..all we can do is tell you why we have chosen not to die....I do not commit suicide because my family needs me and because I feel life is worth living.

there is a box at the bottom of the page called help lines and lifelines with all kinds of helpful numbers you can call when in suicidal state/thoughts.

Both the person I am now and before my alters were integrated I went through suicidal thoughts, suicidal alters. things I did when this happened was setting up an emergency treatment plan to address those times with my therapist and psychiatrist and medical doctor. we also visited the inpatient mental health unit so that those that may have to care for us understood my disorder and how to best help me. these came in very handy for those suicidal times of mine and still do.

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Ready to die I am. Tell me why NOT.

You are the only one who can answer this question, AlwaysChanging2.