the term "CL"

tonight i am thinking a lot about the website that i got banned from.

the term "CL", reminds me a lot of the guy that banns us- even though in this case, CL stands for comunity leaders

we'll be okay..

Try to forget about the other website. PC is different. It's more forgiving than most sites and has a lot of caring people around, including you.

Hi Shattered sanity. Who cares if you have been banned from another site. If you can't say and feel what you need too, then you are better off here with us. You will be ok.

i try not to think about it mnuch anymore.

just certain things still bring it all back to me

such as the term "CL"

makes me think of all the comunity leaders they had- and now when i look at it, they were quite scary people

CL stands for Community Liaison, you volunteered to help support people, there are no moderating duties with it.

sorry if that was a confusing post.

i meant the other site they called them comunity leaders

It's not worth it. I can see where it could be disappointing.

I'm sorry you got banned. That's the kind of thing that I used to just feel bad about and not talk about and probably would have avoided all forums for the rest of my life. That's why I'm grateful for reading about how you and others respond differently, sharing honest feelings and risking. It reallly, really helps me. I feel so much less shame. I don't feel so weird and different. I'm proud of us,

Anyhow, I'm sure it felt bad but I'm glad you're here with us and not with them and congratulations on volunteereing to be a kind helper. I'm grateful that it's never entered my mind that a community liason could be anything but helpful.