[shadow-girl]

it makes me very sad that people who you really trust and keep telling you "I will always be there for you" all disappear the moment things get difficult. At the moment I'm admitted in a clinic in a group for young people with personality problems but to see that even my best friends don't know me anymore makes me sad and helpless.

Aww I'm sorry sweety, I really am. I'm sure they meant every word they said at the time, but when things got difficult, they couldn't handle it for some personal reason and changed their minds and went against their word. That's called immaturity honey.

A few will feel bad about themselves, and a few wouldn't be bothered about it. To find that one true friend that sticks with you through thick and thin is a rarity and a blessing, and they are out there. Just got to find them. Keep in mind, as your'e looking for them, they are looking for you, too.

I hope you get to feeling better sweety.

[TheFuZZieONE]

I'm with you shadow girl. Its been my experience that people can't be trusted. Everyone I thought cared didn't actually care at all. I'm angry and cuss a lot now. My happy-go-lucky nature has been replaced with bitter sorrow. I think people are bad and will hurt you. The only pure love I see left on this earth is my innocent 6 year old son, and my cute fluffy pillow pets! Don't laugh but I just loooove me some pillow pets. They're just so cute and cuddly and remind me of pure innocence :-)

[shadow-girl]

Thanks And I loved stuffed animals, at the moment there are 3 looking at me from my bed

[lifelies]

I know all of those people leave. I'm one of those people. I dont know about you but in my case my personality issues (AsPD), Tom's personality issues (BPD) and the fact that we're 20 individuals in a single body don't make it easy to have stable relationships.
I'm not saying it's nice but that's my 2 cents and honestly it bothers me as much as those who we leave.
CHRISTINE

[Fuzzybear]