[Shaly78]

Basically, I'm cool with my therapist we both are vocal she offers great advice is the devil's advocate has a great therapist quality.. Is it the best I can do for free therapy. One thing, has really angered me this stays on this website.....She knew something about me that the system didn't tell her. I approached asking whether if one of my former therapist or pdoc gave her that information. Has she assumed it or kind of let that slip because she needs to play devils advocate to see how I reacted. That was a hell of assumation though! Was she focusing on the behavior of me not taking the abuse from the cross examining lawyer.

This brings up the fact that yea we have problems with memory...No doubt...When we remember something we want to be believe that this in particular wasn't forgotten, the credibility issue with DID/PTSD something we needed to not dwell on, so I decided not to tell her. Because that would require more back story of which she isn't truly understanding.

I have vowed to ignore it, but I'm not sure how the system will respond...I might use certain terms from that situation and or talk about everything people found out without me telling them. Trust is hampered. How much does a therapist suppose to be antagonist or person that triggers to get the system to show a particular one, just know behind the scenes if give us that not good enough feeling which causes more switching

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by newday7121

Basically, I'm cool with my therapist we both are vocal she offers great advice is the devil's advocate has a great therapist quality.. Is it the best I can do for free therapy. One thing, has really angered me this stays on this website.....She knew something about me that the system didn't tell her. I approached asking whether if one of my former therapist or pdoc gave her that information. Has she assumed it or kind of let that slip because she needs to play devils advocate to see how I reacted. That was a hell of assumation though! Was she focusing on the behavior of me not taking the abuse from the cross examining lawyer.

This brings up the fact that yea we have problems with memory...No doubt...When we remember something we want to be believe that this in particular wasn't forgotten, the credibility issue with DID/PTSD something we needed to not dwell on, so I decided not to tell her. Because that would require more back story of which she isn't truly understanding.

I have vowed to ignore it, but I'm not sure how the system will respond...I might use certain terms from that situation and or talk about everything people found out without me telling them. Trust is hampered. How much does a therapist suppose to be antagonist or person that triggers to get the system to show a particular one, just know behind the scenes if give us that not good enough feeling which causes more switching

one thing jumps out at me in your post...your statement of ....

"this stays on this website.."

um not to scare you or anything but everything you post on this website can be seen by anyone and everyone around the world...

to give you an example of what I mean log out and then come back to psych central and read without logging back in.

this is just how psych central is set up so that people can find the website and something about advertisers finding the site. its not a pay per view site some of the people who find the site have their ads on the site (when we are logged in we dont see their ads which is good but its the people having their ads on the site that helps to keep this a free for all members type of website) so its ....not..... secure from people \anyone coming here to see what is being posted.

somewhere in the registration information it explained that this and to not post any personal information or your real names as a protection against being found out by others outside of the website.

a tip now that you know that nothing you post here can be guaranteed private from the world, you can pm a moderator and they will try to help you remove or edit those posts and if needed change your username.

[Shaly78]

I know u had wonderful intentions Amanda. I had names stolen right out of my mind story also...I speak from experience. No one knew us that way.....Anyway u late Ive been through that as well unbelief thinking no one has these capabilities.. Its been two years now I love the abuse. Just thought maybe if I post 'this stays on this website' it might agree...