[just2b]

So another part feels they want to get into organizing other people's things. So a while pack posted ad well 2 on CL. ..one claiming established business and seconditions claiming start up business. A woman responded and wants help with her art and crafts room. So we parts feel we are up for the challenge. ..yet suppose to talk further tomorrow. So told all this to T and she is advising against this .... due to recent system disruption and environment we are in right now. Feels that unknown alters are not ready and doesn't know how they will respond. I am a part. I am not the host but am somewhat out lately. Host needs protection from internal world. Anyway would you go against Ts suggestion and advice given we report to her all the choas inside. ??

[Claritytoo]

Well What would be the worst thing that could happen?

[just2b]

Well considering the level of dissociation and new parts or atleast parts that are not yet available to present themselves. it is in her opinion being in a strange place with a strange person can present a problem. Recent events had her stay with us at hospital til 115 am.
An adult part could not come forward after session a week ago. Our system is unpredictable at this time.

[Shaly78]

Just be intentional and prepared for the alters internal ones that will tell you haven't posted correctly, you should change this verbiage, this person will look at this and say, the host will hear this and second guess yourself. Then the random talk internally that will make you lose concentration or interfere with protecting you. There might be some applauds and congratulations in there as well. I think its best to ask for those ones the encouragers inside. Also, make sure you don't have any memories of being hurt on CL in anyway you need to process if there on the conscious level. I really wish I had my therapist at this particular time when the host started to hear all of this. Al though, I researched I had no idea how traumatic this part of was going to be. I wish I had of stuck close with her but she gave me to a group, with no further instructions on ok i'm going to let the group help as well. There should have been some sort of formal introduction on what she is being dx with. The new individual therapist she referred me to had to catch up on that I was multiple. Someone where in there data was leaked and she offended me. So I stopped going to therapy...and that is when it got worst when the total opposite should have happened like sessions 2 twice per week

You can't make me do what you want me to do till I feel that I can might do something close to what you want me to do when I feel ready to do what you want me to do....maybe.

[just2b]

situation turned out ok ....thanks