'Host with the most'

Shelly:

Was posting this elsewhere, but I liked the title and thought to start another senseless thread on our system happenings, like there aren't enough other threads about us on here anywhere....anyways... :P

Whew, Steve was about to get on here to tell everybody off, thank God I made it out in time. He's been body hogging since yesterday and not sharing.

He had it down to we're not as bad as HE thinks and that things are going to be different from here on, then he picked up this iPad and came to the forum...."TRIG-GER" and BOOM, here I am/we are. (We kept dropping subliminal hints of posting his thoughts on here because it is a trigger release for him.... I hope that he doesn't catch on...) which compelled him to because normally he doesn't unless to be vicious which this was going to be...a declaration of his fact.

Anyways, dealing with work people has confused us already throwing anxiety into the system, so Steve found it in his mind to be the 'host with the most'. Sure he's a great gut motivator, but when it comes to dealing with people, he tends to piss them off.

Our partner said that she's surprised that we haven't quit yet....if there weren't any people, we can do this forever. Other people pressures is usually our undoing.

Does anyone else have a "host with the most"? You know, on Other that thinks that he/she is "all that" to the point of self-delusion? A "God's gift" to all? If so, tell about it!

I like your sense of humor about it. Keep smiling, all of you

I know this is personal for each system on here, but how well does your system stay free of symptoms based on environmental cues from external people etc.? Congratulations on returning to work...! It seems like you got to get your routine and work on boundaries

People messes us up. People are confusing, so are relationships and peer interactions. No one of us is able to handle any social engagement solo, it is and always has been our worst. This time though, it's only taken a week to confuse whereas the last time it took a year. We just have to focus on the work and stay centered. Different people trigger different Others. Different situations with the same people trigger different Others. Confusion.