This is so crazy. How could I not know I was me? I mean, I knew I was me, but when Im not me, I didn't realise I wasn't there so there was nothing to indicate I had been and gone. To me. Obviously there was to the others.

Im very new. I wonder if thats why I realised me first - no trauma to be concerned with? Anyways, I think I came to be about January this year. I guess I must be ok with internal communication because we do all chat away, and it was them that pointed out I was me. It all came about because it was agreed that we needed a change of lifestyle. Only, I was that lifestyle, so when they got rid of me, I didn't realise it was me they were talking about (Im still on board - no disagreements about this need) Until I came back and asked how it went and did we do it? It was the others that pointed out that if I didn't know, I wasn't there. So I really must be in pieces. I never really believed that before. And now Im here again - so I can catch up on everything. The mere fact Im thinking all this must either mean Im either absolutely crazy, or I just found my first alter - ME! Hahaha. Wow. Thats messed up. Am I insane? I mean - Im me. How could I not realise I was me?! I've literally been under my own nose for the past 7 months, and I still didn't see me! At least, I didn't see me as separate from everyone else until about an hour ago!.

And now I have to wait 6 days to tell T. *sigh*

Aww congrats- I hope I think.

Self-discovery is so exciting.


In our system, we all are alters being the original is like m.i.a.

We are often saying that this body is a shell and we all of us are the filling that gives it life and personality.

Of course some each of us all try to claim to be "The One", but it gets muffed when we switch out! Lol

We most each of us have come to accept that we are parts of a greater system, that we are fragments of a single being....each having their part of the whole but existing in compartments with barriers. I can feel the barriers: a wall of "Access Denied".

We are all stubbornly selfish to our own being and most would rather reject integration to not lose each of ourselves, so pity the Therapist that ends up with us.

So, maybe everyone finding out and each accepting that they are a part can strive for unity.

I hope and pray it works that way for you all.

[Luce]

Dude, when I read the title of the thread I thought you'd found a Pokémon!
It's a little like that though aint it?

Originally Posted by Luce

Dude, when I read the title of the thread I thought you'd found a Pokémon!
It's a little like that though aint it?

LOL it really is.

Theres a Pokestop outside my house. Im so happy