Trying to get a job

I have been trying to get a job since I was laid off in 2012. At first I collected unemployment and was caught up with the effort to keep my home out of foreclosure. Didn't succeed. I have had about three jobs since than but each time my anxiety is so overwhelming my bp skyrockets and I end up in the hospital. I recently tried to apply for SSD but couldn't do it. My anxiety was overwhelming. I helped my son apply recently and had a mind numbing panic attack sitting in the waiting room. I don't think I will ever go there again. I have started looking for a job again. I think I can get one in the school lunch room. I have had three of those jobs but each time I only lasted a few weeks than suffered an attack of high blood pressure which sent me to the hospital or doctors office. I have new hbp meds so I am going to try again this September. I have to find a way to not get lost in feelings of panic. I need the money to pay my bills. I will try again. Just the thought of it makes me light headed. Sometimes I feel like there are too many people and everything is too loud than I am hiding in the bathroom. I need the money though.

(((Lucidity11)))

Maybe you can get some skills to work on your own from home? Like copywriting e.g.

Ya my sister does online tele work for like AAA, Amazon. Etc.

My X worked for Pearson grading school paper tests for the whole country. It paid good enough.