Amnesia thing.

This always kinda made me feel faking like...

But all I know is how to look sweet!

Work cars and other stuff.... No idea. Thats not my thing.

I do love nail polish and color co-ordination.

So....yeah what.

[elevatedsoul]

i dunno whats up with memories :/

i get to live in a dream cloud, alice in wonderland.. stuck in the Labyrinth..
always forgetting, never sure where im at or whats going on... but in a way that allows a sense of continuity without severe disruption, so ask me whats going on? i'll probably make something up to keep myself fooled that i know whats going on .. better when people dont know you cant remember anything because they will leave you alone ...

someone calls you out and tries to force you to recognize it? shock to the core, derealization will hit with a vengeance

[Luce]

One of us had a minor freak out yesterday while driving up a very big hill on a long journey. Got to the very top of the hill and then suddenly we were driving down alongside a harbor. One of us got very angry. yelling "I was driving UP the effing hill, where the eff did the hill go?! I am supposed to be at the TOP!" She was very upset that she was driving along and lost time. I am not sure why she was so upset. Maybe for that one she doesn't know much about losing time? I have no idea. I don't know her so well. She didn't like it anyway.

Originally Posted by Luce

One of us had a minor freak out yesterday while driving up a very big hill on a long journey. Got to the very top of the hill and then suddenly we were driving down alongside a harbor. One of us got very angry. yelling "I was driving UP the effing hill, where the eff did the hill go?! I am supposed to be at the TOP!" She was very upset that she was driving along and lost time. I am not sure why she was so upset. Maybe for that one she doesn't know much about losing time? I have no idea. I don't know her so well. She didn't like it anyway.

It really sux and is a freak out to all of sudden to be "real"- lost, confused, now aware in the middle of doing something, like waking up driving a semi half way in a jack knife.

I get it...it's like heart attack instant! Aaaaahhhhh.

A capital WTF moment.