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Oct 23, 2016, 07:09 PM
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im feeling overwhelmed, exposed... sad
people look at me strange... like they know...  i was around a lot of people today, tried to go hang out with cousins, but i was mixing... blending and now i am burnt... i thought it would be a good thing, but i dont like being around so many people... too much... i cant see everything going on around me... mind shifting... its all just a blur and missing... now im home and having somatic symptoms i was playing music a minute ago to unwind apparently, but now im just feeling exposed... sad... how could people know? all i say when i say anything about it is summary of dissociation when i have to and usually i just say its ptsd... i guess my mom told someone i hate feeling exposed...
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#2
Oct 23, 2016, 08:41 PM
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ever feel like you are about to escape your skin
why is it so hard, im afraid again; i dont know if i can do this, 1 more day i can see the therapist... god i wish she could save me...
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Oct 23, 2016, 09:27 PM
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Feel like I can't do this much longer, I'm overwhelmed
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Oct 23, 2016, 10:22 PM
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i feel so sad... it hurts..
why is it that i have these changes... i thought i had some fun earlier, but now im thinking that i was just torturing myself by putting myself out there... or maybe im just really disturbed that i actually went out and tried to hang out... what is the deal with these moods... i just wanna find consistency... control... i thought i was learning to control it... i thought the abilify maybe was helping... but here i am again... im back again... why....
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Oct 23, 2016, 11:11 PM
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How much Abilify are you on? I know what you mean about being social. I feel exposed, like everyone knows what's going on with me.
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Oct 24, 2016, 01:27 AM
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10mg... I just change easy I guess...
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