[Blogjects]

I was at my therapist's today. The meeting was rather complicated, my Littles came to front unintentionally (I usually control the switches) and some Traumatic memories were brought up.
Suddenly I noticed my wedding ring wasn't on my finger. I NEVER take my wedding ring off.
Not when I sleep, not when I shower, never. I'm rather attached to it.
I told myself it must have slipped off when I was in the shower, and I didn't notice
(still odd, as I am rather attached to it, it was hand crafted by my sister in law)
I came back home quite shaking & began to turn the house upside down trying to look for it.
It was nowhere to be found.I searched under the bed with a flashlight, spilled out the laundry bags, looked everywhere and couldn't find it. I decided to let it go & wait for it to pop up.
I sat down at the living room, than I noticed something shiny, stuck vertically between two books.
As if it wasn't left there by accident.
I don't have any memory of ever taking it off.
I'm scared because I consider my system to be co-conscious & co-present & I'm not used to stuff like that happening to me (maybe it happened before but I don't remember)
either way, I'm freaked out.
I don't have any memory of ever taking the ring off

glad you found the ring.

time loss is 1 of the harder obstacles to deal with and all of us here deal with it.

it sucks

I know what you mean and have anxiety attacks over it too, whether it's moments or years...I get you....(((hugggs)))

[mindwrench]

Realizing that some aspect of yourself does things you have no memory of definitely shakes a person up. I find my confidence in what I know is pretty much obliterated every time I realize it has happened again. Kind of gives new meaning to the phrase "don't do anything I wouldn't do".

[kecanoe]

Oh, I hate it when that happens! Not only do I suffer from the panic of thinking I lost something but even after I find it, it bothers me that I switched like that. At this point, I am also pretty much co-conscious so the lapses into full blown switch are alarming. And of course since I didn't catch the switch in question, I wonder if I am switching more than I think. And I wonder what I may have done around other people that I don't remember doing. It's awful, isn't it?

[Blogjects]

I think i'm having micro amnesia or something. because things move around the house & i can't remember where I put everything. it's all very mild & minor black outs but it's freaking me out sort of.

[Luce]

It is confronting to be faced with evidence of time loss when you have not been aware of it.
But, you know the most likely cause of it. What would happen if became curious about it? Asked questions? Tried to find out who inside knows anything about it?

[kecanoe]

Originally Posted by Luce

It is confronting to be faced with evidence of time loss when you have not been aware of it.
But, you know the most likely cause of it. What would happen if became curious about it? Asked questions? Tried to find out who inside knows anything about it?

Yes. This helps me.