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Old Dec 24, 2016, 12:09 PM
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this time of year just reminds me how lonely i am
why does everyone else meet someone special and i cant meet anyone?
i feel not loved... me just need some one to love

never had someone to love before... that love me back...

i fell in love once.... it hurt... now im scared to love again, maybe that why i dont find someone to love me...

i hate new years... now i have to get used to it being 2017... still never got used to it being 2016... why another year pass and im more broken than ever?
makes me so sad... life hurts...

i want this new year to be special... want to make my life change, lots of good changes please...
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Old Dec 24, 2016, 01:57 PM
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(((((hugs))))

this time of year just reminds me how little i've done with my life, and how much i've missed out on

I just hate the whole thing

plus, another downside to new years, they do fireworks outside

ugg. it's enough having them on november 5th

a little known fact: both christmas eve and new year's eve fall on a saturday

how cool, I guess?
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Old Dec 24, 2016, 02:28 PM
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Good luck...it's great to have goals and ambition. Yes you can make the change.


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Just another day in System Chaos. We're not worried....we are going to time jump through it like all the past ones- why would next year be any different?
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 01:51 AM
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I ignore the 'new year' and attach no significance to it. Time and the passing of it is a meaningless artificial construct in my mind. I don't care for birthdays, new years, or traditional celebrations of any kind. I begrudgingly put my body forward to participate in required social rituals. But there is no 'I' in there.
And *I* am much happier for it.
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 05:04 AM
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i've always asked myself this:

we don't celebrate the end of every month (or the start of the next one)

we don't say... tomorrow it's march 1st celebrations

so what is so special about celebrating the new year

it's like just celebrating the start of a new month january

see our logic?
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 08:00 AM
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im the same way, it jus makes me feel sad because everyon around me is like... its 2017!!! new year, new stuff, new ways, new thoughts, new!!
and im like, its more of the same, nothing changes, its not a nother day, its the same day! and its been the same day for 27 years
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 08:01 AM
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but i would like to meet a girl this year, that would be really nice... that way i dont have to face the next year after this alone again
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 08:05 AM
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but i would like to meet a girl this year, that would be really nice... that way i dont have to face the next year after this alone again


well, never say never,

you may just do that
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 10:06 AM
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im a cool cat, just have some issues :|
i think the right girl could deal with me though... im sooo easy, so never understood why its sooo hard
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 01:28 PM
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Any yearly event is just a reminder as to how short life is....especially when you can't remember much or any of it. Literally in our world....time flies.

I'm sure you'll find one real understanding like.
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Old Dec 25, 2016, 03:36 PM
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time does fly
i tried to explain it to people before but they cant grasp how it feels to actually lose years!
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