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Old Jan 13, 2017, 12:36 AM
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I remember what I did yesterday!!

I woke up and had coffee, then drank some wine, went with my dad to get some car parts and helped him wash the jeep, and went to my cousins house for a few minutes and we played some games

I saw my mom and she gave me some pills to help me calm and then i came home!

then I slept because the pills made me tired

its so weird remembering
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 12:39 AM
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That is awesome! Yay you!
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 01:06 AM
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What do you think made the difference? Any idea why you remembered what you did yesterday when you usually don't?
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 01:37 AM
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well... the baby wasn't here... and wasn't alot of commotion... even though dad was cursing up a storm about the car...

i think having the baby around triggers me a lot because alot of stuff happened to me at a young age.. but i love her to death and love playing with her so its not really fair
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Old Jan 13, 2017, 09:28 AM
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urgh, i dunno why i go over to my cousins house... after all he's one of the peoples that did the SA.... for some reason i treat him like a friend, or brother... blah

the memories are all blurry now... i still can remember playing that weird dice game though... and taking pills

flashbacks.... i hate flashbacks... they disgust me... yuck...
its like reliving it over again...
Possible trigger:

and can you believe that his mom came over here like a couple months ago or something and kissed me too?
whats wrong with them people!

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Old Jan 13, 2017, 06:53 PM
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urgh, i dunno why i go over to my cousins house... after all he's one of the peoples that did the SA.... for some reason i treat him like a friend, or brother... blah

the memories are all blurry now... i still can remember playing that weird dice game though... and taking pills

flashbacks.... i hate flashbacks... they disgust me... yuck...
its like reliving it over again...
Possible trigger:

and can you believe that his mom came over here like a couple months ago or something and kissed me too?
whats wrong with them people!
Thats what I hate about this condition....the memories are blocked so it's like it never happened...so one goes back like an idiot...and to the abuser they are like 'back for more?"

Crying disgusted.
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