Pop DID

Sure...the title sux...but...

Okay...which "famous" (I mean documented case) best describes how your system (real or questionable) functions?

Like I'm not a Sybil but a Kim Noble....gotta google that hold on

Yep Kim Noble is how I is.

How you if you would like to share compare?

I guess we are more like Truddi Chase than anyone other well known multiple. that isn't to say we are like TC though. Just more like her than the other well known multiples.
We are highly functional and successful on the outside. A very high achiever in our area of expertise. but we are very very split with many different parts. A core group maintain the appearance of function. But inside we are very fragmented.

Thanks....Im gonna look that up.

I watched a doc on Kim Nobles once and she said so and so did this..and then another did that..and another....

I get it because when there is a communication failure....time is lost and we are lost. Plus we are like popcorn....

I want to change my name to Popcorn.

my system would not be like any "case" that can be found on the internet, in movies or books. why because usually those things end up being a mixture and most times end up being proven to be more laden down in information for ratings rather than what actually happened with these famous cases that the movies come up with to rake in the money.

instead my treatment provider once described my system as a circus, with each alter showcasing their own talents, challenges and faults (their sense of agency) any time they were in the spotlight (in control) and I agree. A friend of mine called my system a well sewed quilt with each pattern alone different with its own beauty but yet essential for protection against the cold.

thinking about it now I know i was nothing like whats out there on sybil, or any of those that appear on talk shows, nothing like tara and all that movies, books and talk shows are made of. my system was comprised in the way it was in order to survive the extreme trauma I went through. they each had their own sense of agency that was nothing compared to the likes of famous people.

i haven't really found one yet, the closest that i can explain it as is ourpeanutgallerie but i don't know if they count (and their videos have been made private). right now i'm reading olga r. trujillo's the sum of my parts but it's not like 'ours' at all. it's a more accurate read than sybil in my mind though because in sybil they had no clue that they were multiple and in the sum of my parts it's more apparent, she just didn't know that it was abnormal, which is similar to mine.

I dont know about famous people or nothin cuz i never read anything about them or nothin but you ever see them videos of the hand dancers? Thats how i feel.



Maybe you can say oh yeah thats NiKKi up in front but theres always gonna be lots of others right behind me n we all movin together like we really only one thing but we aint n sometimes we split up n switch up whos movin with who or whos movin where but we always regroup n get back to chunks n lines n all that. We hand dancers.

NiKKi

or tara. united states of tara is a good example, although obviously very dramatized.

That is so kewl...thank you for that experience.

series 4 needs to be made

dying to know what happens

(may actually make a fan fic about what I think, or want to happen next)

I should add that i'm really not creative.

but give me something i'm really interested in and get in to really deeply, it's a diffrent story

unfortunately no more series will be made the show was cancelled and out of production in June 2011, now its just in reruns of the same episodes over and over again on netflix and others that take old out of production shows and just replays them over and over and over again.

fan fiction can be fun but it does not ever satisfy my need to kknow what happened after that last episode because its not the part of the original production line, its just the general public making up their own versions of what they would like to have happened. (I keep track of the harry potter fan fiction and they are usually never what JK rollings would have done. she frequently talks with her readers and people who watched the films on twitter and explains why she would not have done it the way fan fiction is trying to remake her books and shows after they had ended)

and back on topic I probably would not even have an alter who would be described as any harry potter characters none of my alters were fantasy kind of alters.

The Kim Noble docs look like yeah right to me...

I feel more like Elsa in Frozen... let it go...let it go...

I forgot to add in my post about US of tara. if you google it you will find that the last episode was supposed to lead the watchers of the show into realizing Tara and the qalters were ready to go through integration and moving on with her life as a non DID person. she fantasized on killing bryce off, anger and other situaitons between the alters and tara were resolved or in the action of being resolved and it ended with Tara getting into a cab and driving away to go to the mental facility for the last step in the process... integration / on whole person. the producers chose to leave the ending like that (with everyone knowing tara was ok and becoming a non DID person again) they tried to get one more season to show the a fictionalized/ tv version of integration but they didnt get enough neisen rating, nor sponsors or funds for finishing the series with a big bang of a final season.

I am so so clead I wasnt like Tara, can you imagine being at your childs school function and making a sexualuized pass at children and adults at that function like tara's teen aged sexual alter did.. yea that would have handed anyone in prison now days.

even though I am now integrated I still like the images of a circus and well sewed quilt for me and my internal system.

Wow....I dont feel DID...but wronged in body and sense. So this is the wrong forum.

I think...i dont belong here.