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Old Oct 02, 2007, 02:32 AM
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You guys are my support system.. I love you all that post here...I don't want to trigger or hurt anyone..but I so need to post my pain somewhere.. to release some of it..so please forgive me.. if this is too much...

I am so very sad tonight... I have been working with a massage T.. who does bodywork.. with the coordination of my therapist...

I am so so so sad... I went today to the body work guy.. and he asked me to describe my emotional pain.. in my body.. it is what he does.. and I have been doing this.. and it has been OK... but today.. floods and floods of memories and feelings came back... overwhelming me.. and thru the day.. it has gotten worse and worse.

I guess.. I am speechless... the pain to great to even let a little leak out...

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Old Oct 02, 2007, 02:41 AM
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Then maybe we can sit and share what pain you are feeling. You are not alone.

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Old Oct 02, 2007, 03:36 AM
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 04:37 AM
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I could NEVER have a massage, you are very brave.

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Old Oct 02, 2007, 06:48 AM
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Phew, I agree with Pegasus. You are brave to go through this. Touch is not something I can deal with in general at all. Hope you feel better soon. looking for love and support from you......please looking for love and support from you......please looking for love and support from you......please
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 10:45 AM
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Freewill I am here for you as I am sure many here are, we all are here to support one another. I am sure it all is so difficult, though I know I can't say I know what it's like, because I really don't, just a little. All I can do is show empathy and cocmpassion. If you need anything I am also here, you may send a message if you want too. I am here for ya.

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Old Oct 02, 2007, 11:46 AM
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 11:52 AM
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 12:48 PM
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Freewill,

I'm sorry to see you are having such a hard time.

Wish there was something I could do or say to help.
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 01:01 PM
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sorry to hear you are feeling bad. I'll sit here with you if you don't mind.
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Old Oct 02, 2007, 03:12 PM
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You have my support and love my friend. I am proud of you. You are doing something I could not do. Please know how much I love you friend. Always.

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Old Oct 03, 2007, 11:45 AM
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Just wanted to let you know I care about you. I am dealing with memories as well, and the hurt can run so deep that sometimes it is hard to share. So if you want to share we are all here for you, and if you just want to sit in and get comfortable first that's okay too. Healing from past hurts is a long road, but I think there is light at the end of our tunnels. (((hug)))
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Old Oct 03, 2007, 07:10 PM
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thank you all for your love and support..

I am waiting for the sadness to ease... it still grips and encases my heart..
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