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Aug 08, 2017, 07:03 PM
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I resent the fact that I have to try to be 109% harder to be "normal" that they do easily.
It just piisses me eff off. It makes me see crimson red over normal. 
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Aug 08, 2017, 07:04 PM
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The beasts are growling.
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Aug 08, 2017, 07:38 PM
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I hear you! (((hug)))
I wish I could act like other people in social situations. They look like they are so at ease and relaxed. They are enjoying it and having a good time. It's so hard for me to be mixed into an environment with too much stuff going on and too many people. It does make a part of me angry and want to scream, "This is not my fault!!" Right now I'm kind of in a hide out mode. I can't find a part of me that wants to do anything I have enjoyed. I don't want to go to the trail. I don't want to go to the gym. I don't want to go to yoga. I don't want to do much of anything, after I get off work, than sit in my garage and watch the traffic go by. I don't want this to be "me" now. It's kind of scary. I wish my beasts would growl!! Maybe that would break this spell. Another (((hug)))
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