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#441
in adition to my no rest last night, I was also in a lot of pain (all ****ing night)
I am in a lot of pain this morning too just had breakfast and now doing **** all well **** all to do |
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#442
Last night we gave a drunk stranger a ride to his drug house so he could buy some tinnies. I …. did not anticipate that turn of events.
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#443
yesterday I got really, really, wound up
I was trying to fill out an application form, but the woman who wrote it had clearly no writing skills.. she didn't write it word by word, she wrote it letter by letter- and trust me, for someone like myself (not the best speller), that, was painfull trying to spell Fibromyalgia out letter by letter was hard (as well as all the other words she'd written in that format) their needs to be a rule about people who can not write not sending out aplication forms. just saying
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but apart from that.. I suppose the same as any other day I didn't sleep again and didn't rest mood is okay today. got nothing to do again.. just laundry- but it is all ready in the washing machine |
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#444
no sleep again.
got some shopping done this morning (at least enough to last me until monday), but apart from that I've done nothing. irritation is really high today, only because I told someonen ot to do something, and they ended up doing it (you know how it is, people just have to do the oppositte of what you say) little depressed I guess too. |
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#445
Feelings of misunderstood and misunderstanding....so sick of singulation directed at our multiplicity.
So tired of he said/ she said directed as to you said so therefore you lie. This world is not fit for my being. The only thing wrong with professional help is that humans are in charge. Freedom is a farce...silence is a must. Why o why are we here? It’s time to shut up and stop exposing our confusion....it’s amazing how certain professionals really suck at being professional. |
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#446
So effing stressed. Co-signed kids car, his financial aid, then he gets a dwi, then loses his job...then come here to get antagonized...fighting feelings of...in hopelessness.
I need to eliminate as much stress and triggers...it is causing a lot of violent abusive talk outward and inward. Our once cohesive system is being ripped asunder by all this. Strong resentful/hateful feelings are arising. Control over outbursts dwindling... getting more switch to angry alts. I can use a lot less abusive people in my life...it’s effecting my life in all bits and at work and home. I sure can do without this place. |
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#447
acording to someone I was with yesterday, I
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none of us remember it, but apparently we did, and apparently she was scared.. very scared- and trying to take our hand away from our throat night full of flashbacks, and no sleep- sucks really, but it's what it is. almost another week now with nothing... not even a yawn (I should probably be concerned about it, but I'm not really), as I'm not feeling sleep deprived or anything anyway today we had our shower which did nothing for us.. just made us feel gross and our mood 10 times worse and then we joined spotify we finally got round to joining it (we've wanted to for agess), and spent the afternoon messing around on that site viewing random playlists playlists like.. " songs about dogs" and we're not kidding |
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#448
again no plans for today
and again no sleep I guess nothing to say I just wanted to post.. because I can. lol |
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#449
Just got back from a few days out of town to celebrate my anniversary. It was a good time.
But looks like I picked up a virus and I feel sick. Funny(?) note: I had to double and triple check which restroom I was going into ever since Big Billy took me into a men's room on a separate occasion and I didn't know it till I got out of the stall and saw a guy standing at the urinal. He's such a sniper in taking executive control, so far as I know only in these mischievous ways. __________________ DID, Bipolar, ADHD, Me, myself and I! Lamictal 200mg |
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#450
My T put an entire plant in my lap and even though I was frozen I can still hear and see. That scene just keeps looping around in my head.
__________________ When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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hope you get to feeling better, laurel being ill is never nice |
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#452
we're going to try and not hurt our throat and be like mummy
we're going to try well we were told if someone inside does it they arn't just hurting themselves they are hurting all of us so |
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#453
hey i'm malika and i'm 16 and I've been in control since yesterday evening and i've been having some fun on other websites just making people annoyed.
I love making people annoyed. I guess I don't mean to do it but what the hell, it's fun and I love to see diffrent people's reactions and it's great to be out. I am so happy to be out and in control did I tell you I have a bracelet on my wrist that is completely made from seashells? well I do and it's amazing. it was gotten for me down at the beach and I've had it on me for about a week now okay so yesterday we didn't sleep or rest again. others are having problems with that too and I don't know why. it's pretty ****. hope everyone is having a nice day malika |
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I want to hide.
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I am kinda annoyed with my t. I mentioned that I like to sit on the porch and watch the birds at the bird feeder. She said I use that as a distraction. I never thought of it that way. I thought of it as enjoying sitting on the porch and watching the birds. If that's a distraction than everything else I do is a distraction. What does that make my life? Its kinda of f'd up that this thought keeps rolling around in my head. Part of me thinks that there is a lot of truth in it but part of me now wonders if everything we do is just a distraction from the realities of living. This is the s**t that rolls around in my head.
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Perhaps even more than that I think taking time out to watch the birds/smell the roses/whatever is healthy. Aren't they so lucky to be able to fly?! |
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#457
yesterday for the first time in a long time we actually had a deecent (well sort of deecent meal)
it's just ashame our teeth were hurting us, because it took away from the enjoyment of it. and that's all we have to say everything else about yesterday.. just the same |
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#458
In limbo due to stress and anxiety...we are drinking more than usual. Our kid...
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#459
feeling okay
no sleep (again), and this morning felt a bit dizzy because of the amount of pain I was in but I guess i'm better now still in a bit of pain and still have no plans for the day, but this is my life we're talking about |
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also had a pretty nasty flashback yesterday about past abuse.... uggg
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