dissociative disorders check in thread #3

Oct 21, 2018 at 08:41 AM

that moment when you think- where's the weekend gone?. have I really just let it slip by and done nothing with it?

yes. apparently so

Oct 21, 2018 at 08:44 AM

yesterday my friend laura (well, I don't really think of her as a friend anymore) emailed me asking me how I was and saying that she would really like to talk to me

I just replied saying things were pretty much the same and sent it.

I've moved on

she has her problems I have mine

Oct 21, 2018 at 08:45 AM

still not got any sleep in either.

blah

Oct 21, 2018 at 09:30 AM

Wishing that we can freely talk about DID with other people without feeling embarrassed.

Oct 21, 2018 at 01:14 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

Wishing that we can freely talk about DID with other people without feeling embarrassed.

yes I agree

I don't understand why it's so difficult to bring up in conversation

Oct 22, 2018 at 02:02 PM

my afternoon was confusing.

clearly I lost a lot of time, but the most confusing part of it is that I remember bits of the day... but not sure if they happened before or after the time loss

I panicked this afternoon too, because I just couldn't think

ah well, I know that tonight at half 9 I'm watching mrs browns boys

I hope

if I can stay present

Oct 22, 2018 at 02:03 PM

thanks to this god aweful time loss, I have accomplished nothing

again

for the 10000000th time running

lucidity11 · Oct 24, 2018 at 02:04 PM

I moved again. I think I have found a place where I will stay awhile. It is city like and has a lot of different things going on. I hope I can get settled here. I hate moving my stuff.

Gr3tta_0 · Oct 25, 2018 at 05:32 PM

I don't know how to work in exel! And she's absent!

Oct 25, 2018 at 08:14 PM

Life is one hectic event after another non-stop... just hoping the next doesn’t flip us out like usual....it’s only been a few days since....but managing.

Oct 26, 2018 at 04:47 AM

too much time loss lately

days in a muddle and stuff

dlantern · Oct 27, 2018 at 12:37 AM

trigger warning......

the devil riding you waking up and pray, is rescripting this since mom lied about who did it! sYMBOLISM OF NIGHTMARES IS HOW I GOT MY FIRST RECOVERED MEMORIES....SO I'M UP LATE NIGHT DRINKING......THE ACTUAL MEMORIES WAS NUDIETY AND LAZY DOOR CLOSERS OF BOTH PARENTS THE DAYCARE AND SIBLINGS AND THE MEXICAN WE'RE OUR WORSE ABUSERS

Oct 27, 2018 at 04:15 AM

yesterday evening I abandoned all plans of a cooked meal and just had a KFC!. it was delicious, 8 peaces of chicken, chips and a coke

afterwards I tried to settle down and watch " women on the verge", but was having really bad focus issues, and I ended up... well, I don't remember what I did- I lost time.

no sleep making it yet another sleepless week.
today so far had breakfast and dressed, put music on and came on here.

I feel average... not bad, but not really good- nothing I'm looking forward to or anything

I'm present though. I'm here. I'm in 2018

Oct 27, 2018 at 08:43 AM

I'm blacking out quite badly

so coming on here for a bit..

Oct 28, 2018 at 01:24 AM

stuffed myself silly yesterday

had southern fried chicken (or in other words a repeat of friday), with biscuits and a whole tub of candy

didn't sleep, and it's now 6 23 and I'm wondering- anyone else up?. lol

seriously though,, 6 23, on an english sunday morning, how many people are up at this time?

imsomnia sucks

Oct 28, 2018 at 01:26 AM

plus it seems my watch has stopped so need new batteries for it

yay... more money I don't have. lol

Oct 28, 2018 at 09:33 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by raging vortex

stuffed myself silly yesterday

had southern fried chicken (or in other words a repeat of friday), with biscuits and a whole tub of candy

didn't sleep, and it's now 6 23 and I'm wondering- anyone else up?. lol

seriously though,, 6 23, on an english sunday morning, how many people are up at this time?

imsomnia sucks

The time on this post on my end says 1:23 a.m.- that means your ahead of me in the future by 5 hours :P

I wasn’t on here but a little got up from a dead drunk sleep to make him a peanut butter and jelly sandwich at that time. And we wonder why we are gaining weight.

We have the next 3 days off for vacation time...what to do what to do...

Oct 29, 2018 at 07:04 AM

I was meant to go out today (to do something for my inner child), butt circumstances mean I can't.
so at home just pretending to survive... eating stupid amounts of junkfood, watching programmes I don't wanna really watch, that kind of thing

I also got a new book called the sisterhood. honestly I should start that at some point today, but I can't be bothered.

Oct 30, 2018 at 10:21 AM

Damn parts keeping me awake at all weird hours. Blaring the Bruno Mars video “24 Karat” in head while others are talking over the music: like a freaking party going on inside my head while trying to sleep. As usual, I’ll finally crash then I’m too tired to get up but do.

I also wondered if I was being hypomanic.

Nov 01, 2018 at 06:43 AM

Having a snippet of memory from last nite of putting polish on my toe nails. Ugh. Feels so unbelievable, then I see my toes.

Stressing over that, the kid, and DID as usual- basically everything that I have no control over.

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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 21, 2018 at 08:41 AM #701 that moment when you think- where's the weekend gone?. have I really just let it slip by and done nothing with it? yes. apparently so

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 21, 2018 at 08:44 AM #702 yesterday my friend laura (well, I don't really think of her as a friend anymore) emailed me asking me how I was and saying that she would really like to talk to me I just replied saying things were pretty much the same and sent it. I've moved on she has her problems I have mine

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 21, 2018 at 08:45 AM #703 still not got any sleep in either. blah

Anonymous48690 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 21, 2018 at 09:30 AM #704 Wishing that we can freely talk about DID with other people without feeling embarrassed.

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 22, 2018 at 02:02 PM #706 my afternoon was confusing. clearly I lost a lot of time, but the most confusing part of it is that I remember bits of the day... but not sure if they happened before or after the time loss I panicked this afternoon too, because I just couldn't think ah well, I know that tonight at half 9 I'm watching mrs browns boys I hope if I can stay present

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 22, 2018 at 02:03 PM #707 thanks to this god aweful time loss, I have accomplished nothing again for the 10000000th time running

lucidity11 Member Member Since Apr 2015 Location: new york Posts: 286 9 6 hugs given	Oct 24, 2018 at 02:04 PM #708 I moved again. I think I have found a place where I will stay awhile. It is city like and has a lot of different things going on. I hope I can get settled here. I hate moving my stuff.

Gr3tta_0 Grand Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: United States Posts: 970 7 857 hugs given	Oct 25, 2018 at 05:32 PM #709 I don't know how to work in exel! And she's absent!

Anonymous48690 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 25, 2018 at 08:14 PM #710 Life is one hectic event after another non-stop... just hoping the next doesn’t flip us out like usual....it’s only been a few days since....but managing.

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 26, 2018 at 04:47 AM #711 too much time loss lately days in a muddle and stuff

dlantern Poohbah Member Since Feb 2017 Location: Logan Posts: 1,155 7 8 hugs given	Oct 27, 2018 at 12:37 AM #712 trigger warning...... the devil riding you waking up and pray, is rescripting this since mom lied about who did it! sYMBOLISM OF NIGHTMARES IS HOW I GOT MY FIRST RECOVERED MEMORIES....SO I'M UP LATE NIGHT DRINKING......THE ACTUAL MEMORIES WAS NUDIETY AND LAZY DOOR CLOSERS OF BOTH PARENTS THE DAYCARE AND SIBLINGS AND THE MEXICAN WE'RE OUR WORSE ABUSERS

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 27, 2018 at 08:43 AM #714 I'm blacking out quite badly so coming on here for a bit..

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 28, 2018 at 01:24 AM #715 stuffed myself silly yesterday had southern fried chicken (or in other words a repeat of friday), with biscuits and a whole tub of candy didn't sleep, and it's now 6 23 and I'm wondering- anyone else up?. lol seriously though,, 6 23, on an english sunday morning, how many people are up at this time? imsomnia sucks

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 28, 2018 at 01:26 AM #716 plus it seems my watch has stopped so need new batteries for it yay... more money I don't have. lol

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 29, 2018 at 07:04 AM #718 I was meant to go out today (to do something for my inner child), butt circumstances mean I can't. so at home just pretending to survive... eating stupid amounts of junkfood, watching programmes I don't wanna really watch, that kind of thing I also got a new book called the sisterhood. honestly I should start that at some point today, but I can't be bothered.

Anonymous48690 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 30, 2018 at 10:21 AM #719 Damn parts keeping me awake at all weird hours. Blaring the Bruno Mars video “24 Karat” in head while others are talking over the music: like a freaking party going on inside my head while trying to sleep. As usual, I’ll finally crash then I’m too tired to get up but do. I also wondered if I was being hypomanic.

Anonymous48690 Guest Posts: n/a	Nov 01, 2018 at 06:43 AM #720 Having a snippet of memory from last nite of putting polish on my toe nails. Ugh. Feels so unbelievable, then I see my toes. Stressing over that, the kid, and DID as usual- basically everything that I have no control over.