[Xyz.megan]

I am calm person with practically nonexistent emotions, however every now and then I tend to have another personality that is the exact opposite of me. The only problem is the fact that am very contented with almost anything, which causes my second "personality" to be somewhat violent and aggressive to the point that I see nothing but 'bad things' and dream vividly of the misfortune of others.

Anybody know what I am talking about?

[L.P.]

Well, there are a lot of different 'me's' in my system... I don't just have one opposite. Not sure if I am understanding correctly or not, so gonna talk it out a minute ok? If I got it all wrong, lemme know, eh?

You mention having another impact you and your day to day life, thoughts, emotions, views of things, even your dreams, yeah? I get that. For better or worse, the others in my system do impact who I am and how I am and all of me on a daily basis. Right now I'm not entirely sure who all I am since I have so many close up in my head with me. That's gonna impact my words here with you, if I choose to get another cup of water or go for tea or say f*** it I'm waling to the store for some soda pop. It's gonna impact how I deal with friends, family... it impacts if I get up and exercise, clean, or sit on a couch all day. It will get me maybe mad about one thing one second, and laughing about something the next or maybe both at the same time. It's a trip and then some. It impacts more but I'm not trying to get into heavy or potentially triggery stuff...

Do you mean like that? Sorry... having a total space cadet day here and I soooo need clarification. Lulz.

[Xyz.megan]

Originally Posted by L.P.

Well, there are a lot of different 'me's' in my system... I don't just have one opposite. Not sure if I am understanding correctly or not, so gonna talk it out a minute ok? If I got it all wrong, lemme know, eh?

You mention having another impact you and your day to day life, thoughts, emotions, views of things, even your dreams, yeah? I get that. For better or worse, the others in my system do impact who I am and how I am and all of me on a daily basis. Right now I'm not entirely sure who all I am since I have so many close up in my head with me. That's gonna impact my words here with you, if I choose to get another cup of water or go for tea or say f*** it I'm waling to the store for some soda pop. It's gonna impact how I deal with friends, family... it impacts if I get up and exercise, clean, or sit on a couch all day. It will get me maybe mad about one thing one second, and laughing about something the next or maybe both at the same time. It's a trip and then some. It impacts more but I'm not trying to get into heavy or potentially triggery stuff...

Do you mean like that? Sorry... having a total space cadet day here and I soooo need clarification. Lulz.

Hmm its somewhat like that, except if i want to do something and my other 'me' doesn't want to then its automatically a no. Having silent arguments with another part of yourselves makes decisions and words choices a lot harder. Although i think you have the right idea.

[Solnutty]

Originally Posted by L.P.

Right now I'm not entirely sure who all I am since I have so many close up in my head with me. That's gonna impact my words here with you, if I choose to get another cup of water or go for tea or say f*** it I'm waling to the store for some soda pop. It's gonna impact how I deal with friends, family... it impacts if I get up and exercise, clean, or sit on a couch all day. It will get me maybe mad about one thing one second, and laughing about something the next or maybe both at the same time. It's a trip and then some. It impacts more but I'm not trying to get into heavy or potentially triggery stuff...

I relate to this. Most of the time I’m a blend of several and often I don’t even know who. Sometimes there is just one in front or close by and it seems clear cut. But then I don’t really know who is listening or paying attention. We morph through the day.