[OliverB]

Since I take prazosin he has gone away, I know it seems a good new since being him the leader meant living in a psychological horror movie with demons and entities sending me ecstasy about bleeding to death or someone unknown saying "kill them all". Everything was full of distortions and vivid hallucinations.
But I miss him, I would like to talk to him. Moreover, I don't get use to almost always be in this functioning non hypervigilant state, before I only was this at school and college, I don't get use to be always here, it feels uncomfortable.

I consider him a person, and myself too. Why cannot be both together?

Have you ever missed before a dysfunctional dangerous state/identity?

I know if the others would to integrate....I’d be very lonely. They would be missed like a gone best friend, well, most of them I would be. We’ve been together since the beginning of our time, interacted, comforted, rivalries, Love/Hate, I mean this runs deeper then a best friend, partner, or pet.

With the bipolar, I do miss the crazy of it all, mostly the ups and never the downs....but that’s a state that I’m used to, too.

At first I hated the stability so much I was going off meds almost every month for the first year or so. I think some of the other parts have finally accepted that diagnosis because it’s been awhile since the last revolt.

[Loose Screw x 2]

I agree with AlwaysChanging2. Even though I have one who has troubled me from the very start of it all when I was so young, I couldn't bear the thought of parting with him and suddenly we are just now starting to come to an understanding and I feel that we are ultimately going to unite.
He's hard to describe but, deep down, underneath all of the hatred and anger I know he cares because I've witnessed it. I think that if we finally merge it may make him less evil but, that's not what he's counting on. It could backfire and he may consume me but, I'm okay with it if it will make me tougher and meaner when I'm dealing with mean people.
Somebody has to put mean people in their place and make them feel the same way they make others feel.

[dlantern]

To say the least, it is to be accepted and moved on from