[Claritytoo]

The last three months I have been feeling good. Grounded. But my house was foreclosed on and will be auctioned off at the end of the month. That is stressful enough.but my son is living in the house and receives ssd. He is struggling with mental illness and injuries from a car accident where he attempted to kill himself two years ago. He is not talking to me. He thinks I lied to the psychiatrist at the hospital where he was staying. He doesn't understand that if he is in a psychotic state and says something that sounds like he could hurt someone, I need to tell that to the Dr. I didn't do it to hurt him but that is what he believes. Having said all this I am becoming ungrounded. I am having trouble managing things in my life. I am having trouble traveling too far from the house. I am having difficulty sleeping. I am having erratic emotions. I am not sure why I am here. I started seeing a t but I havent told her my dx. I am not sure I will. She is nice but I am not sure I want to go through it all again. I am feeling tired and am aware that that may be a sign of depression. I know I have to stay aware of my mood and my thoughts. I am just feeling tired.

Originally Posted by Claritytoo

The last three months I have been feeling good. Grounded. But my house was foreclosed on and will be auctioned off at the end of the month. That is stressful enough.but my son is living in the house and receives ssd. He is struggling with mental illness and injuries from a car accident where he attempted to kill himself two years ago. He is not talking to me. He thinks I lied to the psychiatrist at the hospital where he was staying. He doesn't understand that if he is in a psychotic state and says something that sounds like he could hurt someone, I need to tell that to the Dr. I didn't do it to hurt him but that is what he believes. Having said all this I am becoming ungrounded. I am having trouble managing things in my life. I am having trouble traveling too far from the house. I am having difficulty sleeping. I am having erratic emotions. I am not sure why I am here. I started seeing a t but I havent told her my dx. I am not sure I will. She is nice but I am not sure I want to go through it all again. I am feeling tired and am aware that that may be a sign of depression. I know I have to stay aware of my mood and my thoughts. I am just feeling tired.

(((C2))).

Not really knowing much else to say....I hope things gets better from here on. Prayers for you and your son.

[L.P.]

I'm hoping everything evens out for you as soon as possible. I can't even imagine... if I could shove good things to you through the screen here, I totally would. Best I got is wishing you well and hoping you can find stuff to do in the meantime to take care of and be good to you. Keep us posted if you can? I know forums aren't the same as real life support, but we got you if you should want or need to talk, ok?

-Avery

[Wild Coyote]

You are under a lot of stress!

You describe having increasing symptoms.
If I could advise you on just one, I'd say: Target your sleep. Make sure you are getting good sleep. Good sleep helps in having a sound foundation.

Why not tell your T your diagnosis she s/he can really understand and can possibly be more helpful?

I hope life gets easier for you, asap.

With Love and Prayers,

WC

[Claritytoo]

Thanks for taking the time to respond. I am seeing my t again next week but I don't think I will tell her. I have told her I have PTSD. That's easier for me to talk about. I am still getting to know this t. I don't want to tell her everything if I'm not going to stay with her. Right now she seems good.

[dlantern]

Please rest up and take care of yourself

[Fuzzybear]

((((((( C2 )))))))

Originally Posted by Claritytoo

Thanks for taking the time to respond. I am seeing my t again next week but I don't think I will tell her. I have told her I have PTSD. That's easier for me to talk about. I am still getting to know this t. I don't want to tell her everything if I'm not going to stay with her. Right now she seems good.

Personally....I would be straight to the marrow to say what is up versus skirting the real, or it’s a waste of everyone’s time. IMHO.

If their response is like huh? Then time to move on....right?

Sorry...I can’t stand anyone’s b.s., especially mine....thought I’d say. Luv.