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#381
I do not want to live like this but I can not kill myself either I do not know what to do.
I can barely take care of myself. I am scared to go out, to hurt others or myself. I can not lie. I can never fake anything. Others are there and control my actions. |
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#382
Having problems.
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#383
I feel like ****
yesterday, my fibro pain was so bad I felt restricted in movement (like really restricted) for 40/50 minutes, I could do nothing with it, just sit where I was forced myself to eat something, which just made me nauseious, and then, like the other 364 days of the year, I had no sleep and intense flashbacks today I have done nothing but eat junkfood, listen to music, and have backpain. it is hardly the life of luxury |
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#384
I am so sick of inadequate food.
you know it's bad when you have dinner, and you feel hungrier after it than before blah need to eat something that's actually tasty and here we go again.... doing nothing with my day. woohoo |
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#385
gotta ''love'' mean people
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#386
Lots of dissociation.
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#387
Mean people SUCK
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#388
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#390
I keep smelling a clean out the shower smell like someone's used scents and oils
it's not coming from me (I've not showered today), and their is no one else here weird.. |
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#391
This SUCKS
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#392
I have been having a bad stomach ache
once again, the issue is food. this time not because it didn't agree with me, this time because it isn't enough. I have been struggling with food all week really, need to do better. had my shower today which hurt a lot |
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#393
I am not me so much of the time.
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#394
pretty sure (well 90 percent sure) that we have a new alter called liv (or olivia)
mcdonalds was good yesterday. much needed as well. feeling a lot fuller now |
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#395
I feel very dissiated like I'm not here. Lot of parts speaking lately.
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#396
This afternoon... not sure about it
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#397
Feeling strange and confused. Our system bought 17 bottles of 80 to 100 proof liquor. Some are empty. But I can’t stand liquor! I want to tell my therapist but I’m afraid she’ll make me go to the psych ward again or just end our therapy forever
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#398
I understand this!! God bless you, dear friend!
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#399
I really don't care about tonight's football final. all these people making predictions and getting excited for it... blah
just end the football for another year all ready. not a sports fan can you tell yet? |
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#400
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