[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I was hoping someone else would post something. Take care, everybody.

Sorry I wasn't here. I've missed a lot

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by *Beth*

We're not feeling safe here, and that makes Beth very angry. The baby has been crying since Monday. We need to sleep a lot these days.

I'm sorry you haven't been feeling safe. I hope things are better now

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by *Beth*

I have a dissociative disorder (derealization, very much like depersonalization) and some form of DID. I do not have schizophrenia. Depersonalization can occur in schiz. but what it truly is, is a symptom of severe anxiety. Anyone with any mental illness can have it or a person may have depersonalization as their only symptom of a mental health issue.

The belief that depersonalization is always a symptom of schizophrenia is so outdated. 30 years ago is a long time. Diagnostic criteria has changed so much since then. I have noticed so many changes.

[Breaking Dawn]

Thank you for so much, Fuzzybear! ❤️

[Fuzzybear]

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Thank you for so much, Fuzzybear! ❤️

How are you Breaking Dawn?

[Fuzzybear]

There is a vestige left here of the ''good'' that might have been...

[Breaking Dawn]

My phone gave me some battery % to post here today. So glad to be here! Hugs & love to you!

[Breaking Dawn]

It's been pretty hard lately. Oh, well. And I hope you are ok.

I always have these moments when screwed up encounters I've had with people flood my mind, very bad intrusive thoughts. Then I dissociate because I can't handle the memories or feelings.

I've been working on this for years now. I don't believe it's gotten any better. It feels like I'm just always finding more creative ways to cope. I'm tired of coping. I want my brain to just stop bringing up random horrible memories then making me dissociate to cope with said memories I don't even want to think about in the first place. That'd be wonderful.

[Fuzzybear]

[stahrgeyzer]

i dont feel good i dont know who i am no purpose

[stahrgeyzer]

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

[Doffy]

Hi

I had a reassessment with a Clinical Psychologist today. Since there is debate in my care team about what is going on

He agrees with CPTSD and SZA. Doesn't agree with OCD

But he provisionally said symptoms of depersonalisation, which I have to read about. And OSDD, pending the full MID which I did tonight

Sorry to appear out of nowhere with this boring post. I am just processing

[stahrgeyzer]

[stahrgeyzer]

Little Paul hasn't fronted for awhile and we need him.

[stahrgeyzer]

Starting to feel just how shattered my mind is, thanks to someone who tortured me when I was an infant.

Feeling a lot of parts surfacing lately. Some nice. Some cruel.

[stahrgeyzer]

Little Paul was fronting for longer than usual a few days ago. Lately life has become more stable but more stressful, difficult, and frightening. Feel like we're becoming more numb and dissociated in response.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by stahrgeyzer

Little Paul was fronting for longer than usual a few days ago. Lately life has become more stable but more stressful, difficult, and frightening. Feel like we're becoming more numb and dissociated in response.

[emily1890]

I have to say I feel a little rejected

A PTSD forum I've been trying to join for a few days didn't approve my membership

I think, though, I signed up wrong. Getting mixed messages from the sign up process, luckily I can post for help as a guest user so I just did that.

[stahrgeyzer]

Don't know who or what I am most of the time these days. dissociation is good for us.

[Fuzzybear]

[Fuzzybear]

Wtf

[Blah nlah]

I feel dizzy and dissociated
I get distressing dreams due to trauma
I have drowsiness 24/7
I feel zoned out but still conscious
I get angry and snappy
I lose patience