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Old Jan 16, 2008, 04:56 PM
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I am the "host"....I personally... do not like the term... it makes me feel like an alien.... my alters post a great deal... but I don't...

so please forgive me if I "goof".. it is not intentional...

so... working with this body massage T... makes me very aware of my feelings... and how they impact my body...

believe it or not... it takes courage.... and.. I just don't know.. what I am able to do anymore...

want to quit therapy... the body work T..tell my therapist to "go to hxx"... and tell the body work T.. "BYE"

and throw in the towel... as they say

I also want to say the following:

"YOU WIN... to all of my abusers... YOU WIN... you destroyed me... that is what you wanted... and you have finally done it... I have fought and fought and fought... and I GIVE UP... so YOU WIN"....

is there any real reason not to do that????

I realized.. that without my dog... I am going to be totally... completely... alone... no one left...

so.... "I GIVE UP... abusers you may have my soul... you had my body... now you may have my soul.. I gift it to you"......

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Old Jan 16, 2008, 07:51 PM
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This is what therapy does.....yo have to do this to get better my friend......I feel like %#@&#! after every session just about...You cant let them win......NO...THEY WONT WIN....Youare stronger sweetie....I KNOW YOU ARE.....

love you, Kerry xxxxxx YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me
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Old Jan 16, 2008, 09:03 PM
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ohhhhhhh free....................... i don't know what to tell you, bt to hang in there. sometimes it feels d@mned if you do, d@mned if you don't. just take one day at a time...

((((((((((((((((((((((many hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Old Jan 18, 2008, 09:37 AM
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> sometimes it feels d@mned if you do, d@mned if you don't

Heh! Psych Central interprets those as mailto: links! d at mned !
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Old Jan 18, 2008, 10:07 AM
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YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me YOU  WIN.....take my SOUL... it is lost...to me

loving care to all of you... to all of us...
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Old Jan 18, 2008, 05:23 PM
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good ole PC... i wondered if that would happen.
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