[polyfractal]

Hello, we are polyfragmented polyfractal systems. I am the core who is speaking, behind me are 3 hosts, each host holds alters and polyfragments. We have over thousands of fragments. I only have come to knowledge of my alters and traumatic memories/ trauma history since age 21 in 2017.

We have been through sexual abuse, extensive bullying in primary and secondary schools, negligence traumas and secondary traumas. I have been professionally diagnosed with complex PTSD and DID. I have finished my third year of university in architecture and then all the flashbacks came, which I was unable to attend masters for another 2 years. That was 2017 graduation, right now is 2022 and am attempting to study again in 2023. I was highly functional from birth to age 21 and then after 21, I started to have this downfall of my mental illness. I hope I can do well at uni.

[TheGal]

So sorry that you went through traumatic experiences. My heart goes out to you.

I got a book out at the library by Janina Fisher called "Healing the Fragmented Selves of Trauma Survivors: Overcoming Internal Self-Alienation", but I had to return it before I got through it and couldn't renew it because there's a waiting list for the book.

Anyhow, I would like to welcome you to MSF and hope you find the site helpful.

[Fuzzybear]

Welcome to msf. I'm very sorry you've gone through these traumatic experiences. I have not read the book TheGal mentioned but am putting it on my reading list.

I hope you find msf to be helpful.