blender...

chose.. to "blend"... with all alters today...so.. separate.. but blended...

causes headache... and.. disorientation.....

don't know...

That sounds like the days when my BF tells me that they are "three in one". Not exactly integrated...but "together".

Best wishes!

Freewill: you tried to get everyone on the same page? Is that what you mean? Very brave nomatter what tho!
Kendyll: Three in one as like he is seeing through 3 alts eyes at the same time?

I don't really know what it's like on the inside, although I know that Jonny sees things that Jon and Jonathan don't see, except that they CAN see when they're "together". They can all hear the music and see the sights. Just watching him pick out music in that state seems really hard.

He's tried to describe it as kinda like being a clover (the three-leaved kind). Like there's the three of them, but they're all part of each other.

It works when everyone's cooperating, There's no switching because they're all right there. Hard to explain. But it can get really chaotic when they start bickering. Back and forth conversations can be rough enough, but seems even worse when they're all present at the same time. I think they're going to have to learn how to get along better if they're ever going to be together for any significant length of time.