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Aug 08, 2008, 09:50 PM
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hi..
I haven't been able to be on PC... have been pretty sick... and everything floods.. me.. with memories.. I am striving.. to reach some sort of stability within my "system"... and just cannot find it.. It is like the floodgates opened.. and now...there is no stopping it... therapy everyday... helps.. me.. to exist.. I would say... 4 of my major alters integrated... into one... and.. my system.. is getting ready to integrate... some more... I guess.. all those years of therapy.. have done something... I feel "odd"... and it is so so hard to do anything.... my my new integrated state.. I tried very hard to undo the integration... and it.. well didn't work... and.. now... I am learning how to "cope"....with this new "self"... I feel lonely.. without being on PC... but my T and my pdoc.. are trying so very hard to find a "stable" point.. Body memories.. are also happening to me.. uncontrolled... so.. memory flooding without trigger...and.. the body memories.. am exhausted... Love... Peace... and Hope to all |
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Aug 08, 2008, 10:10 PM
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  Thinking peaceful thoughts for you...
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Aug 08, 2008, 10:13 PM
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 ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Aug 09, 2008, 12:36 AM
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I am thinking of you. I am sorry that healing can be so difficult. Please give yourself the compassion and time you need to heal. I miss you but I understand.
BB
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Aug 09, 2008, 12:42 AM
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Hey hon - there you are. I've been wondering about you and tried to PM you.
(((((((((((((((((free)))))))))))))) hope things will be ok soon!!!! You're working so hard!!! Kiya
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#6
Aug 09, 2008, 09:27 AM
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Glad you are able to go to a T every day. A lot of people don't have that opportunity so that is wonderful. And also great that you are doing good self care. Kudos to you freewill.
 Get some rest, we'll be here when you come back. Take good care.
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Aug 09, 2008, 11:38 AM
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((((((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))))))))))
Much love and prayers to you dear one. sabby |
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#8
Aug 09, 2008, 12:09 PM
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You are a bright light to all of us who resist...
Fear not dear freind,,,such Peace awaits.. We are here, Lenny
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I have only one conclusion,,and that is things change too quickly for me to draw them.... Sobriety date...Halloween 1989. I was plucked from hell...and treat this gift as if it is the only one... |
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