whoa - angry teen out - kids are like wtf???

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kids like angry teen because there is a lot of loud music and screaming involved. i think they think it's a fun game

i CAN"T GET MY ****ING GUITAR HERO DISC TO WORK AND IT IS SENDING ME OVER THE EDGE

want to cut, cut, cut, cut, cut. want to hit things

T at 1. look out T. i'm SO PISSED

and where the **** did angry teen come from anyhow? we were just doing school this morning, i think - i see evidence of completed worksheets - and now bam here i am. here she is. here we are. WHATEVER.

[wanttoheal]

Can you take some time and do something soothing for yourself? I'm sorry you are struggling today. ((((((((((((((earthmama))))))))))))

[Sannah]

She was triggered? Hope T is productive.....

[multipixie9]

earthmama,

sometimes things come up right before my T time and it is because they need the time that day or they show us where we need to work next.

i kinda like my teen part for her anger and her spitfire willingness to just call it what it is. she's not destructive she's just tired of all the dumb stuff that happens.

hang in there, dear and see if you can get her to talk or write what's bugging her today.

are you homeschooling today?? not sure i understood what situation you are in but be sure to keep the "real" live kids safe too, ok? Big Hugs and hope T time today will be awesome. leslie and leah

T helped. I feel somewhat put back together.

Real life kids were safe just like "WHAT?!" during the episode.

Cut REALLY badly, but oh well. Blah.

((( Earthmama ))) Sorry you are struggling and that you cut, I hope things get better soon.

[multipixie9]

((((((earthmama)))))

honey, it took me a long time to realise that i had taken up the abuser's role when the bad guys were gone away. they were gone and i was hurting myself.... i mean that is just wrong! you havebeen hurt enough for 2 lifetimes or more and i am hoping you will begin to see that truth and fight the urge to cut. it is a negative spiral and pushes you downward when you are doing so much to go upward and reach the sky.

i'm glad you got to T and that things calmed back down. your angry teen probably has 10 excellent reasons to be furious!
i hope your T or someone can show you how to help her get that anger out without hurting the body you all share. there are a lot of pillows to assassinate with plastic baseball bats!
take it out on them - not on your own body. i speak from experience that's not the way.

Originally Posted by multipixie9

((((((earthmama)))))

honey, it took me a long time to realise that i had taken up the abuser's role when the bad guys were gone away. they were gone and i was hurting myself....

You know, I just realized recently that when I started cutting was right when I stopped being physically abused. How sick is that? But makes sense in a twisted kind of way, too...

[multipixie9]

(((earthmama)))

I'm glad you made the connection that you started si just after the physical abuse stopped. Now...

It would be really great if you stopped abusing yourself too!

I am doing all I can to take the pain and issues in to my T time and not hurting myself now that my rotten abusers are gone. jerks that they were!!!

Hugs, Dear

leslie and pixies