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Old Nov 29, 2008, 10:54 PM
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i am just writing in here okay and keep it shhh
just been there with them
have to go back later but its okay nothing bad happening
just want to say i been there and i saw them and now
taking care of me
hes a slimy monster cant stand touching him
cant stand any of them
all of them there
i hate them all
flash goes the camera smile smile smile
everybody smiling
get closer together
the camera person says
you got to be kidding me
I aint touching
that slimy yukky man with stinky skin

that brother and me
juststood and listened to him speaking
telling all his friends so happy today
have all my family and friends here
so glad you coudl all come
yadda yadda yadda
what a freaking joke
we know
we know what you are like
you slimy stinky man

and when everyone looks at the photos
on the tv later
theres a big gap all around
slimy stinky man cos
nobody can stand his touch
on their skin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD
yeah **** whatever


if any one of us had the courage to dare speak
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 11:07 PM
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I understand. (((((((((((((((((((((Luce)))))))))))))))))))))
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 11:26 PM
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thank you wth.

gotta go back soon
putting it off as long as I can.
Hate them hate them
slimy stinky disgusting man
i hate how he smiles at me
puts his arm around me
in front of all his friends as if
to mark his territory

"this one is mine"

take care of me
take care of littles
sad and scared
wrap them up
keep them warm
hush now
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep him away
shhhh
sleep now

just me
my job
you sleep inside
I'll keep you safe
shhhhhh
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Old Nov 29, 2008, 11:43 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((Luce))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry. I so understand.

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Old Nov 30, 2008, 12:58 AM
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I know you not so good with hugs Warm smiles your way Luce

Do take care
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Old Nov 30, 2008, 02:59 AM
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ty bpbear ty tired

no more
all over
all done
rest now

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Old Nov 30, 2008, 09:48 AM
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Understand! So well.

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Old Nov 30, 2008, 02:59 PM
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good job luce, you got through it all and now it is over, right?

protecting one, you are doing a really good job taking care of the little ones. they need you and you did everything just right.

i do understand the "pretending" things are ok when they are horribly not-ok! but you are a survivor and someday you will find a way to be healed inside and free from the horror.

for you, i just wish it was today. sending warm thoughts and smiles your way.

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Old Nov 30, 2008, 04:20 PM
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Luce, I'm sorry you had to go through that. Very well done on keeping the littles safe.
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Old Dec 02, 2008, 12:45 AM
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thank you everyone
we had to go back today
just for a ltitle while cos
today was his birthday for real

and its done now
now its finished for real
and its okay

being nice to me
having yummy food
and playing games
and taking care of
all of us

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Old Dec 02, 2008, 07:13 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Luce))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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Old Dec 02, 2008, 08:08 AM
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good for you, luce, you took good care of all of you and you had some yummy food and had a bit of fun. whoo hoo!!!

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Old Dec 02, 2008, 02:23 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((luce))))))))))))))))

Understand. I wish I didn't. So glad to hear you take care of all of you.

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Old Dec 02, 2008, 02:33 PM
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We understand too, Luce. So sorry you had to go through that.

Sending you a smile.
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Old Dec 02, 2008, 07:34 PM
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understand but really wish l didnt

take care of you all
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Old Dec 04, 2008, 11:06 AM
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Good job taking care of you (((((((((((((Luce))))))))))))
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