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Old Jan 02, 2009, 10:45 PM
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They say a thousand words. My name is Rane and we went to visit the parents. We found pictures in an album that prove some of our abuse. Zack (an alter like me) tore them up and then burned them. Jacob (alter) is freaking out cuz those pictures were of him. Everyone is in an uproar and some are wanting to die. It is a mess and we dont know what to do...

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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:16 AM
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((((((((((((((soulfulgrrl)))))))))))))) Please keep yourself safe. Can you call T in the morning? We care.
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:18 AM
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((((((((((((((soulfulgrrl)))))))))))))) Please keep yourself safe. Can you call T in the morning? We care.
we see him on Monday... dont think we can call
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:25 AM
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I'm glad you can see him Monday. Hang in there.
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:31 AM
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I'm glad you can see him Monday. Hang in there.

we are trying... it's hard to keep so many of us safe at once!!!! drives me nuts sometimes! I try hard though....

it is scary and i dont like being so scared all the time.
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:36 AM
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Understand that very well. Sounds like you are doing a good job keeping everything together.
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 12:49 AM
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Understand that very well. Sounds like you are doing a good job keeping everything together.
we sure are trying
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Old Jan 03, 2009, 09:22 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((soulfulgrrl)))))))))))))))))))) i am glad you are seeing t on Monday. Know we are here.

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Old Jan 05, 2009, 12:10 PM
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i need help
i hate needing help

i feel so ridiculous

i dont even know what i need help with

i just know i need help...

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Old Jan 05, 2009, 12:30 PM
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How long before you see T?

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Old Jan 05, 2009, 12:34 PM
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How long before you see T?

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6 1/2 hours
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Old Jan 05, 2009, 12:37 PM
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What are you doing in the meantime?
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Old Jan 05, 2009, 12:44 PM
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What are you doing in the meantime?
We are at work
can't concentrate
but safe ... can't hurt self at work
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Old Jan 05, 2009, 01:28 PM
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Soulfulgrrl,

You don't have to hurt yourself anywhere at anytime! That's the goal, right?

First things first, little one, you've eaten today and are staying hydrated? You have transportation to your appointment and you'll be on or ahead of time, right? Good!

Work hard in the meantime. Look around your environment, find an object that's shiny, discreet and safe. Let me know what you have chosen!

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Old Jan 05, 2009, 03:33 PM
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Soulfulgrrl,

You don't have to hurt yourself anywhere at anytime! That's the goal, right?

First things first, little one, you've eaten today and are staying hydrated? You have transportation to your appointment and you'll be on or ahead of time, right? Good!

Work hard in the meantime. Look around your environment, find an object that's shiny, discreet and safe. Let me know what you have chosen!

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yes, i just ate cereal
drank coffee but will go get water
i drive myself and i leave 30 minutes before appt

shiney object is my clock
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Old Jan 05, 2009, 05:25 PM
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Just sending you big and hoping you have a very, very, good appointment!!! Will be thinking of you....
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Old Jan 05, 2009, 06:51 PM
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Hi Soulfulgrrl,

When you look at the clock remember that you have people who care about you. We want you to be safe. Look at the clock...who's thinking about you?

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Old Jan 06, 2009, 02:05 AM
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soulfulgrrl, i hope your time with your T helped. people here care about you and your inside family. please stay safe. hang in there!

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Old Jan 06, 2009, 07:19 AM
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Hi there,
How did it go with t?
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Old Jan 06, 2009, 10:34 AM
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Hi there,
How did it go with t?

it went ok
he is a nice man
he is safe

i see him again today in 4 1/2 hours.
he is worried about us

we try to make it better
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Old Jan 07, 2009, 12:56 AM
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I'm glad you have t and he is nice. Take good care.
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Old Jan 07, 2009, 02:06 AM
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Soulfulgrrl,

It's good to hear that you like T and that he is safe. Be gentle with you.

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Old Jan 07, 2009, 02:46 AM
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Hi soulfulgrrl,

Glad to hear your 'T' makes you feel safe sweetie.
So here's a "little Happy and a Hug
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Old Jan 07, 2009, 07:34 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((soulfulgrrl))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so glad you t is safe for you. That is so important.

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Old Jan 07, 2009, 11:03 AM
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Thank you all for your support.
Saw T again yesterday

i still feel so sad and low but it is ok..
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