Haven't seen our T for 2 weeks. We see her 2x week. Found out today that she has been in the hospital. Had a fall that caused another problem, she had lost alot of blood and is home but taking it day by day. I'm away next week so won't see her till the 6th. I did manage to get an appt with my Pdoc for later today.

Meanwhile, insiders are freaking. I'm trying to keep them calm--yeah right!!
I will take "a little pill" because I'm having the worst anxiety I've had for quite awhile. The thoughts that are being thrown around are making my head spin. Things are getting triggered. We're a mess.

[OneOfMany]

Sorry to hear about your T and about you all not being able to see her for 2 weeks. I hope she feels better soon, and I hope that you all feel better soon also.

Safe hugs to all of you if you'd like them,

Roxy

Originally Posted by white_iris

Haven't seen our T for 2 weeks. We see her 2x week. Found out today that she has been in the hospital. Had a fall that caused another problem, she had lost alot of blood and is home but taking it day by day. I'm away next week so won't see her till the 6th. I did manage to get an appt with my Pdoc for later today.

Meanwhile, insiders are freaking. I'm trying to keep them calm--yeah right!!
I will take "a little pill" because I'm having the worst anxiety I've had for quite awhile. The thoughts that are being thrown around are making my head spin. Things are getting triggered. We're a mess.

[free2beme]

so sorry about your t, white iris.

i know this is hard for you.

I'm glad your Poc has been responsive to you

and hope they will be able to intervene until she is able to be back.

take care.

[silver_queen]

((((((((( w_i )))))))))))

((( white_iris )))

I know how frightening that can be. My T has battled cancer twice. I will keep your T and you/s in my thoughts.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( white iris )))))))))))))))))

[multipixie9]

White Iris,

My T was out last year for several months and it was very frightening to feel adrift suddenly.

I am sorry it is so scary for you right now. I think using some medication to help things calm down inside may be a good idea just for now.

Can you talk to your system or do something that will reassure them?? Do you have any comforting routines or other supports to raise up for now?

I hope your PDoc was helpful to you. You can pull on us for support around here, though sometimes it can feel a bit less than someone in person.

leslie and the pixies

Been gone last couple days. I won't know if she is in the office for my
appt tomorrow until later. No call, appt on. Did find out what was going
on. Pdoc said that things are ok. Upped my meds which I hate. Only temporary she said. I'm sure things will be fine. Thanks everyone. I'll let you know.
wi

[SongBirdandDaisy]

(((((((((((((((((WhiteIris))))))))))))))))))))))
I wish I could send an even bigger hug

Taking the little pill is okay for now. It is there to help us when we need extra help. I know I would be taking a little pill if something happened to my T. Did your Pdoc help? Is there something else we can do to stay with you during this difficult time?

Gentle Hugs, ME

Thank you all for your support and offers of support.
T was there today--
naomi gave her a print of a pic she painted--a rooster, T likes roosters.
naomi talked about being so scared.
T looks good. Has ischmic colitis. was life threatening. got the whole story. naomi said next time something happens please tell us or have someone tell us the REAL story.
so much to catch up on.
we're ok.
T is ok.
Thanks

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((White Iris))))))))))))) So glad T is going to be ok.

[Kiya]

(((((((((((((((((WI)))))))))))))))
glad naomi could talk about the fears!
and glad T will be ok!!!!

[SongBirdandDaisy]

How brave you all are
I am glad too that Naomi got to share her picture. Mr. Jerry says when we can't say what we need to say or now how to say it or hide away the feelings that drawing is the best thing to do. I hope your T gets better and better and you stay safe and cuddly.