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Feb 17, 2009, 01:48 AM
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um, sumfins rong. we dono wat is. lesle blank an dono wat is rong wif us. gots no werds to say wat it is. not lik it. jus cant esplane wot is gon flat an mpty. grrr mak us angwy.
leslie was on to something last week from seeing programming that they did to her and doing really well with it and then suddenly she went deadhead. boom. sounds dumb and she feels dumb but doesn't know what to do. does anybody know what is that all about? is it just burnout from being online too much? we don't like feeling dumb, its crummy, like having a head full of playdoh. blek! pixies for lesle
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Feb 17, 2009, 06:43 AM
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(((pixies)))
odd trains of thought here, might be somewhat confusing - careful: i think what is going on is the same that went on with me - traumatic event happens (i think a flashback / seeing what has been done to you can be comparable to this, at least somewhat), you deal with it well, then suddenly comes a setback. what helped me was when i didn't have to hide it - my boyfriend found my post and confronted me, but didn't react badly. it's been a month now, have lost huge chunks of time (it's still quite overwhelming and as y'all know, emotions are very creepy!) but it's a lot better. so hang in there... can you guys talk to your T too? maybe you could get some stuff yanked out (gently of course) that way? (about burnout from being online: sometimes when in a dissociated state - whether it's depersonalization or derealization or whatever - being online makes it worse at least for me... so i try and avoid being online whenever feeling fuzzy - but of course, if you have support online and that's your only choice, guess you could just keep that page open and not surf around since you might stumble upon something you really don't want to) ok - sorry i don't have any advice, but sending you hugs and my thoughts. twilight et al.
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Feb 17, 2009, 08:14 AM
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{{{{{{{{{Pixies}}}}}} {{{{Leslie}}}}}}}
we is sorry that it hard rite now and that leslie not there wif you but she wil cum bac, she been doing hard stuf and sumetimes it hurt too much as she need to rest and recover for while....... try not be scared little pixies we are al ere wif you and wil help you til leslie cum bac wen she fel betta kep cum ere to talk, we wil talk wif you and hold you til she cum and we bring ted bear too he wil help keps you fron felin scared Jess an 11 we luv the pixies 
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Feb 17, 2009, 02:52 PM
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*agrees with the other post*
Leslie will be back, she is hurting and for that I'm sorry sending lots of hugs to you wonderful Pixies by the way, we love east of the sun west of the moon. 
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Feb 17, 2009, 03:23 PM
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you can talk here about what is going on.
we're sorry that it seems so scary and you don't really understand what is happening. leslie will be back. sometimes when someone hurts they need to rest inside for awhile. we are sending you hugs  love from the constellation 
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Feb 19, 2009, 01:55 AM
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(((((( iamtwilight, silentandscared, turquoisesea, white_iris)))))
u peepls is vere nis to us. we lik it. is dis wat meens to hav frens? fank u bunches an bunches for bein kind to us. we lik u peepls. twilight we cant be open wif phil but we can wif lesles dotters, they accepts all us. maybe sumda phil can be lik dat, may be. thanks for ideas. that sowns nis jess an 11 to play wif u an hold ted bear. we gots nis bear nam rusty. he cool an sweet. we luv him. we lik hugs mosly. so we lik to hug u. we don remembr were east of sun an west of moon cum frum. we borrowed it frum sumbude who borowd it frum a book mabe. lets play, ok? iris, we gets to go to see T tomorow an mabe she can help us wif wi we are blank inside of owr hed. is a lil bettr toda once we over goin to owr doctor to talk medisin. owr body hurts and we taks a lot of meds an it still hurts. wish it was possbl to hav meds that acshly mak pain go awa. wi is it so bad for us to have gud pain meds? we tird of hurtin alla tim. o well. we stil here. fanks an bye bye an hugs yall leli an lili an kiki an maybe sum over pixies
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Feb 19, 2009, 03:12 PM
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(((((((((((leli and lili and kiki pixies (and the others too)
 )))))))))))))))))))yeah it should be good to talk to your T about it. We can always play, and I'm sure Kit would love love love to play too once she comes out of hiding
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Feb 21, 2009, 01:23 AM
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just to let anyone know who followed this thread, we went to see our T and got a part of our original self back up front. she had been hidden because her strength would have attracted much more abuse. she is not too docile and compliant (hehehe). we are very excited she is with us up front now. it is like getting some of my power back as a person. she won't put up with as much crap as many of my others did and now we need that and do not need to hide our power. whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! power to the people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just being silly, i can do that....now! hugs n thanks for all the kind support!!! leslie and pixies
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Feb 21, 2009, 01:28 AM
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I am glad to hear that things are improved for you. (((leslie and pixies )))
Hugs to you all. Diana
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