Okay who am I

I watch myself floating above 'acting' un-happily in the situation.
I grew up, few more years.
I'm at a bar. 5'3 standing up against some tall guy telling him "I'll take on your "Can of Whop ***".
I hide - Drugs.
No more hiding.
It's scary out here.
I'm paranoid.
I don't even brush my hair.
Next day could be cowboy boots.
Or a skirt and small heels.
I'm here - Who Am I!

And........

Where afflicated with Psyc Forum can I start my own blog.

I've tried myself writing, but cannot help but go back and read. Find it digusting, ignorant, negative and tear the pages out.

Why log/blog

They are still there, here. I still know them. Most RARELY show face. A couple VERY mean ones appeared.

Most had names so I could identify what behavior I was doing. I hadn't know I'd just acted like I had until I'd walked away.

Now I say, I'll never meet them again anyway.

But still....... I don't like who I am, who ever that is.

Wanna, be my friend -

it took our host a very long time to begin to recognize us and accept us. her ability to deny was practically infinite.

i know you are in a hard place. i just wanted to tell you i read what you wrote. i am kinda friendly but i don't know if i am anyone's friend. i try to never offer more than i can come up with. cos that hurts me when people do that to me. and they do. see ya,

leah

ps. being me sucks

This one thanks you so very much for that one then. I feel both smiles and a bit of warmth.

p.s. to the p.s.

I really liked what you wrote here. who am i in deed. one minuet im me then im not but i do not know who i am. i have names that others have told me but i have no knowlege to attach it to. i have clothes but no form. it is all very sureal to me. and i get lost easily. thank you for posting this. i will be your friend if you would have me. but i may not always be me.

Diana

I feel so happy that you would also want to be mine.... Thank you so.... and as your words and mine .... I don't always know why who I am.

But because of your kind words I will remember you.

Freinds.

STARLITE*111

You are beautiful



Starlite*111

I love all of yous toos
thank you for this not-understood
to be
understood