[Rhapsody]

I lost ME this day....... never to be Carolyn again.
and even though I knew there was something wrong (different) about me before this day - I did not know what until I turned 30 years old and had a full mental breakdown that landed me in the hospital.

Originally Posted by Rhapsody

Thanks every one..... I am still feeling the effects of yesterday and I think I know what the connection was - he reminded me of the officer that came to my school when I was 12 years old and my mother had called them concerning my stepfather sexually abusing me..... that officer was rude to me and treated me like I was the criminal - he even insinuated that maybe I did some thing to cause it (like wear skimpy revealing clothes around my stepfather) - yeah right I barely had enough to call large mosquito bites at the time in my life.

This revelation came to me this morning when I asked WHY did I break down so quickly, as I am usually a very strong woman, and WHY the words "You are making me feel like I did some thing Wrong" kept coming out of my mouth with the tears flowing from my burning red eyes as I tried to talk to this very unfriendly and rude officer.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=99187

(((((Kind lady)))))

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((Rhapsody)))))))))))))) I'm so sorry.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((((((Rhapsody))))))))))))))))))))))

BB

[Jewels]

Rhapsody

abbi of jewels

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sitting with you

[Sannah]

[Asylum Crew]

[iamtwilight]

oh rhapsody... that officer was rude - i'm sorry you got treated like that. you deserved better. safe hugs

twilight