[DesperatelyUnique]

My husband has stayed with me after I cheated on him with another psych patient in lock up 10 years ago.

Possible trigger:

I wish we never got back together. I have been belittled, degraded, called a fat pig, told to go suck his **** in the family car, I'm told not to speak, I take xanax when he's near me cause he makes me so flustered. Today I take money out over at the cash register to get enough money to leave him. I'm abused mentally and physically everyday. So much the apartments near us have called the police cause of the fighting.

Never. I am better than this.

[Yaowen]

You deserve better. I hope you will find the kindness, compassion, understanding, encouragement and consolation you deserve. So sorry you are in the situation you describe. How awful. What a heartbreaking situation.