[idk y]

I mean, I'm not sure. It's weird cause I never thought i might have a problem until my mom brought it up this morning. Well, it use to be where I would eat 2-3 meals a day depnding on how much food we had in our house, but now it's different. On few days do i eat up to two meals and even if i do they are very small. I find myself eating less and less every day. Like on sunday, all I ate was a bag of chips when normally I would have eaten a donut at church, eaten two bowls of soup at home, then eaten dinner with my friends. However, on the days when I actually eat a full meal, i tend to get two-three times as much as I should get. Also, another thing that occured to me is that I have almost made it a contest to see how long I could go without food. I don't think about anything dangerous, I'm just like, "Ok, if I can go two hours longer then I will beat my record." So now I have gone for like 2 days without food. Is this an eating disorder or part of one or what?

[Isabella12]

you seem to be displaying some disordered eating patterns, although i'm not sure if you would meet the criteria for an eating disorder. usally that involves a whole mixed-up web of thoughts that go along with the behavior...particularly low self-esteem, distorted body image, and fear of getting fat. if you can, try to eat a little more consistently so that hopefully you don't slip into something more dangerous. take care.