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Nov 27, 2010, 08:55 PM
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Today I ate about 300 calories and I feel so guilty about it. I know it is not alot, that a person should have over 1000 calories. I just can't do it anymore. I am sick of feeling fat and disgusting. My boyfriend told me I was gaining weight and I need to workout. I will just not eat and workout and maybe then I will be perfect like everyone expects me to be. I don't want to be a disappointment anymore. Everyone always telling me what I do wrong.
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Nov 27, 2010, 09:06 PM
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Hi Itspeaks,
You are not fat and disgusting - - PLEASE don't listen to other people. They are WRONG! Your boyfriend should not be saying these things to you, he should be supporting you and LOVING you for who you are now. YOU ARE NOT A DISAPPOINTMENT!!!! It is OK to eat something...you are helping yourself get better when you choose to eat. And if you eat something everyday....you can be perfect at that!  Sending strength your way!Cherrios! 
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Nov 27, 2010, 09:12 PM
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I agree my ex use to tell me stuff like that, but thats why he's my ex you should only do it for your own well being. Not to look good for other people.
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Nov 28, 2010, 02:29 PM
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(((((((( itspeaks )))))))))))
Actually you should be having around 2000 calories not 1000! I would question the people who want you to be perfect, how perfect are they??
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Nov 28, 2010, 04:35 PM
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I know how you feel , i have been eating very low calories over the last few days
I feel guilty for eating too. hope you will be ok pm me if you need to talk |
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#6
Nov 28, 2010, 06:00 PM
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I just look in the mirror and all I see is this fat, ugly girl. I am constantly thinking about food and fat and surrounded by beautiful thin women. It's so hard. I was in recovery for awhile and I gained alot of weight and it is really getting me down I've been more depressed and unhappy than I was before. I feel like this is the only thing that I have control over and the only thing that will make me happy.
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Dec 01, 2010, 01:01 AM
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I know how you are feeling. I suffer from this eating disorder too, i eat very low calorie foods and take laxatives. All i see if a ugly fat person in the mirrror too and its horrible.
 pm me if you need to talk
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